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to my awesome Friday evening you're

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listening to me Heidi Hollis the

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Outlander

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welcome to the show it's a five-year

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anniversary on inception radio network I

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am super excited I've been hanging with

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these guys in this MJ guy and Joe and

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Bob and Kevin we are not going to talk

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about Kevin just kidding but five years

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on inception radio I did have this

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program on another network for a couple

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of years but you know honestly this has

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been a lot more fun the audience has

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been a lot more cool and has grown

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exponentially so I have to thank you all

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for your wonderful support and I mean my

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goodness now I've gone from one show to

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two shows to three shows oh this is my

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most favorite one by the way I have to

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tell you because I get to be me and

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hello this is everything I like so yeah

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so the Outlander show Fridays a p.m.

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central and I do

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UFO headline news which is every single

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day starting at noon and then I do the

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Kevin cook show that's on Tuesday

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starting at 8:00 p.m. Central Standard

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Time and I always ask you guys to pray

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for me during that show don't I just a

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little bit but I really once again have

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to thank you oh and I can't forget my

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other Edition the Outlanders comic I do

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that and that is also an inception radio

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and if you go to the Outlanders comic

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calm or go to the front page of

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Inception Radio Network calm you will

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see a paranormal comic strip unlike any

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other out there on the freakin planet

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I think anyways I just I have so much

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fun I am just like taking over the

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network you guys didn't know I'm skinny

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but thank you thank you once again and

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now just tell everybody what this show

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is about just in case you haven't

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listened to me and these five long years

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no fun year it's fun this show is about

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bringing outlandish and interesting

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topics to the four

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from Italy's Angels ghosts demons holy

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encounter shadow people to Bigfoot to

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the outlandish I always say if it's

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weird we're here and so are you so you

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are among friends if you do not know who

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I am

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when it comes to the outlandish

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personally I'm someone who has been

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there seen that experienced it freaked

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out found some answers a wrote about it

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got over it and now I'm hoping to help

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others do the same darn thing and

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understand this wonderful wacky freaky

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fun spiritual world of ours if you dare

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and I will welcome you to go to my main

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website which is Heidi Hollis calm it's

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really difficult and you will learn

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things about me there my parents don't

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know and I'm not kidding it's all

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g-rated don't worry than YouTube Twitter

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and I do realize again most of you guys

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listen to this show through the app so

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that means you guys don't listen to it

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live that's okay that's okay so a lot of

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times people don't call in during the

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live show it's okay I know you're

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listening because I see the monstrous

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numbers and I have to tell you guys my

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most favorite part of my shows is

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something I call the outlandish corner

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the outlandish corner is where I welcome

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you to write me about whatever it is

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that you're experiencing out there I

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don't care what it is Bigfoot

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Jesus anything and everything shadow

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people happening that's the that's the

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majority of the emails the stuff that it

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gets but I'm open to all of it but

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welcome you to write me your experiences

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and send it my way and I will try to

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give you some level-headed advice just

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write me at dust das Outland you're at

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gmail.com and guess what I'm actually

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going to get to it today yes I know I

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have been skipping these a lot because

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I've been having so many guests come on

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that isn't multiple so and guess what

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I'm going to invite my guest for this

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evening to join me for it because he's

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in the know of this stuff so and I'm

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gonna more officially introduce them

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after this and read his bio and stuff so

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you guys will get to know him even more

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so William still many's gonna join me

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right now you're there William hey Heidi

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congratulations and happy Anniversary oh

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thank you I think you're appropriate to

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be my guest for tonight because you get

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into a lot of these things that I cover

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so we chatted quite a bit today and I'm

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like my long-lost brother oh brother

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from another mother

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exactly it's so cool to have you join me

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for the outlandish corner I'm gonna dive

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right in and I'm gonna read off some of

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these emails and we'll just take it from

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there and see

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if we could lend a helping hand and I

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air so I try to edit as I go along if

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there's some swearing and yeah that good

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stuff so all right we're beginning it

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says this first one says hello Heidi my

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name is Naomi

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I'm from Transylvania oh cool and I turn

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19 next month I heard about you and I

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thought to share with you my experiences

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with this hatman shadow I didn't know

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anything about this thing until I woke

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up one night from a nightmare only to

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open my eyes and look at the ceiling

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there he was a shadow with a top hat

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pitch-black hovering over me it's just

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away from my face this happened last

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year in January's since then my life

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turned into a complete nightmare

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a terrible nightmares with him I got

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sleep paralysis and even visions I saw

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him rushing before my eyes I fell into

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clinical depression I had severe mood

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disorders and insomnia

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now I'm consulting a psychologist and

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also a psychiatrist because I have to

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deal with it

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I want to continue my life even if this

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bastard messes up my brain I burn sage

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pray to God but he doesn't care he mocks

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God he tugs at my soul at my energy I'm

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so exhausted last week I had a weird and

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awful experience this is what happened I

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fell asleep I woke up at night and

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looked at my phone 3:00 a.m. I closed my

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eyes again I kept hearing tapping on the

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furniture this shadowy guy appeared in

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my head he popped up in my head all of a

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sudden he was at the end of my bed at my

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feet sitting on my chair I made a

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disgusted face expression as I was

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trying to erase him from my mind but I

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couldn't I was in so much stress that my

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brain began to freeze and at that moment

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I snapped my eyes open he was there he

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sat there on the chair watching me legs

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crossed one hand on his knees and the

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other hanging he was grinning at me with

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the most twisted expression I was

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blinking so I knew

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was wide awake that's when it hit me the

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most painful sensation I felt my body

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being electrocuted my chest was burning

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and my eyes were watering from pain I

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got chills I started to panic I was he

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was grinning in a terrifying way I was

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covered in cold sweat too scared to

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react all of a sudden my ears started

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ringing my head was pounding really bad

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in a high static high-pitched scream

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came from my closet he got up and that's

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when I blacked out since then I suffer

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from panic attacks and depersonalization

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tomorrow my psychiatrist will put me on

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medication when I get angry I have an

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extreme urge to stab myself or set

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myself on fire oh my goodness

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I try to stay as calm as possible

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because I'm scared of myself when I get

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mad it's like it's not me hard to

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explain and even harder to live this

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nightmare I pray to Jesus I burn sage

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but this a-hole just laughs he mocks God

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and does not leave me alone is Porter

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I'm sick of him and his stupid minions

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trying to catch me I'm sorry that this

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is so long but I really need your advice

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I want my story to be heard because my

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parents just don't believe me I am

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desperate thank you so much for your

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time Heidi

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oh that's heartbreaking my god and you

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know I got a chance to speak with

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William extensively so I know that you

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can relate to this I'm gonna let you

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take this first and then I'll add my two

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cents at the end go for it William yeah

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thanks Heidi

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first of all my my empathy and my

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sympathies go out to Naomi because I I

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know who he is and I experienced him

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also and we'll probably talk more about

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that later on but I want you to know

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Naomi that you are not alone that you

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are not a victim here and I think it's

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really important to not fall into the

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trap which is what he wants of the

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victim mentality so I'm encouraging of

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you to continue doing the things that

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you are doing which is defending

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yourself but I'm also wondering what

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precipitated is first appearing to you

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and I'd be willing to bet Naomi that you

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have been in a very stressful position

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where you've been feeling particularly

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vulnerable because that's how he

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operates he tends to prey upon us and

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kick us when we're down so I I would

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never discourage anyone from staging or

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setting out crystals or anything like

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that but bottom line is nothing nothing

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Trump's the power of prayer and I hear

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what you're saying they owe me about it

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doesn't seem to be working for you so

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what I would recommend and and I'd like

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to hear what Heidi has to say about this

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also is I would find two other people

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that know you and absolutely love and

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adore you and with those two other

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people I would join hands in a circle

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and I would bless every space of your

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living area and that may not be a once

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and done thing so it may be that you

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have to do that once or twice a week but

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that should help also and I also want to

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let Naomi know that just before we came

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on the air and Heidi doesn't know this

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but I said a prayer and a blessing and I

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sent protection from myself to Heidi and

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to all those who will be listening as

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well oh that's beautiful

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thank you you know it's funny it's like

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when you and I talked and we just were

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both agreeing with each other and this

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is what I tell people do it like we are

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so on the same level with this and this

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poor girl from Transylvania my gosh she

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writes better than most people I get

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emails from and I'm just like you know

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this is this is the the mo of the hat

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man he wears a person down oftentimes

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people do get this odd introduction and

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it just seems to be either it's a

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one-time deal or he just keeps coming

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again and again it and I tell people you

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know he's either so attracted to

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something you're doing negatively or you

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are

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oh darn bright he wants to stomp out

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your light you could take it as a

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compliment or not you know and and I

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tell people you know only you know if

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you prefer to pet a dog or kick it

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so was he attracted to darkness in your

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was he attracted to the light

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but either way you could flip the switch

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and kick them out and and I tell people

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to do the same thing bless absolutely

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every corner of your home and yeah you

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do need the backup of others to help you

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with that and if people living at home

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with you they should participate in the

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blessing and have no doubts God doesn't

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have any doubts in you so don't have any

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doubts in him and being able to take a

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step forward and to help you in the

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situation

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it there must be something that I'm not

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sure what these these practices with the

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sage and whatnot I don't use anything

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like that me water holy water spring

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water you know using a cross that's

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that's my method I don't know what it is

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that you use with that William but it's

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it's something that is pure and works

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for me

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yeah I wouldn't know the first thing

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about burning sage or how to do it to be

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honest with you I am only yes I have

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only ever I've only ever used the power

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of prayer and I also wear a crucifix

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across when I'm doing that work

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specifically you know I have to

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interject something here also Heidi if I

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may very quickly as we're talking about

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Naomi's situation I keep getting the

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feeling that she lives in an apartment

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and I want to let her know to be aware

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of what is going on in the other

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apartments around her if that is in fact

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the case because I've had this happen

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before

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where the person really is very quite

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very innocent and isn't doing anything

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untoward but it cut it's coming through

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the wall the ceiling or the floor from

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the adjoining apartment where some

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really nasty stuff is going on I have

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heard and seen that isn't that that's

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like well how the heck do you protect

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yourself but you can do it you just have

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to put up that barrier but yeah I've had

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people tell me something

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stuck its head through the wall and ran

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back into the blue wall to my neighbor

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I'm like yikes Oh scary stuff

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alright so when you're when you're doing

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the sorry when you're doing the blessing

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I would put extra emphasis on the wall

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where you think it's coming it's beeping

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over yeah that's a great idea all right

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moving on to the next one this one says

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dear Heidi my name is Erica I'm 35 years

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old I'm from Middlebury Connecticut

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while I was living in a townhouse in

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Waterbury Connecticut with my

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ex-boyfriend of 11 years he's a police

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officer who was 11 years older than

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myself I've experienced the most

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frightening and horrific feelings

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imaginable with the hat man gosh it says

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man again this happened around 2010 and

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at the time my boyfriend and I were

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asleep I woke up out of a dead sleep and

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looked to my right near the bedside

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table and there it was a very tall very

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dark man wearing what I always described

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to friends and family as a Dick Tracy

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hat it seemed as if he had a cape on as

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well I was paralyzed with fear and my

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boyfriend woke up after he heard me

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crying and asked what was wrong and I

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pointed to the right side of the bed and

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said don't you see him he helped me calm

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down and as soon as I looked at my

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boyfriend and back to where the shadow

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man was he was gone all of my fear

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subsided and my heart started to slow

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down to normal beat I was trembling and

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my boyfriend said he's never seen me

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shake that way I did that night ever in

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my life I would love to read your book I

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was just telling my boyfriend now about

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the experience and we were looking up

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the specific specific features of the

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Hat man

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and it came across your website my

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cousin who was two years older than me

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witnessed a similar experience a month

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before thank you for having an outlet

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for people to share their experiences

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with if you have any current information

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on this horrific experience and you

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please let me know where to go for the

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research and please contact me any time

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sincerely Erica well at least it was the

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one time you know what blows my mind

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William with with people that have a

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very some even once they are terrified

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he will ever show up again like for the

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rest of their lives or many years like

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they can't get them out of their heads I

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mean why do you think that is I think

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maybe he's testing the water to see what

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he can get away with but you know as

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you're reading is it Erica

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yes mm-hmm I think it's Erica as you're

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reading her story the very first thing

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that came to my mind was as a police

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officer her boyfriend is in constant

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contact with people who are not nice

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people with people who are addicts

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alcoholics and were severely severely

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mentally ill and my first thought was

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that he brought something home with him

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that sound you know I you and I were

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speaking and it's like we seem to find

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this pattern that that is very common to

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have something negative of that nature

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abuse of any kind in physical or drugs

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or emotional and you know turmoil in a

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person's life and boy this negative

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stuff loves to come around and hang out

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and just instigate it or create it even

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it's like they see a little way in they

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get that he gets his big toe in there

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and he just Wiggles around so he gets to

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creep in all the way and it's it's

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horrible now you said that you had

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experienced him for years where correct

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yes now this is going back about 45

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years so I don't know how long people I

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don't know how long people have been

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seeing him but I've been seeing him

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since the early 70s and I was shocked to

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find out that other people had seen the

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exact same thing that I had as a child

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oh gosh yeah I still get emails like

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that they think they were the only one

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they googled him and they're just like

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I'm not you know they they can't believe

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their nightmare has expanded so far out

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and I'm like oh this has been going on

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for a very long time it's dad

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I do want to tell Erica I don't know how

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open her boyfriend is to doing this but

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one of the things that I think would be

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really helpful is every day before he

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leaves to go to work

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should in the context of a prayer

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imagine a veil that casts over him made

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of luminous golden light that will

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protect him it will defend him and it

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will also be a shield

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to repel and deflect anything that is

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not for his greater good and that should

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be very helpful in his encounters with

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with criminals with people who are

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addicts and to not risk of something

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attaching and bringing it home again oh

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I like that knock it before it gets

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attached I tell people when you come

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home you wipe your feet off and imagine

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shake it and the negativity off before

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you drag it into the house so that's

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good

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stop it before it becomes a problem so

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Erica I want to tell you you know use

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this use and bless your home and you

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know start anew and have your guy

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totally keep himself in the clear and

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and also watch who are your friends do

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because they could drag stuff over into

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your home as well

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and my book on the hat man I believe is

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like the only like definitive book out

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there 100% on him only so I you know

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check it out I hope that it's helpful

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and we've got time to squeeze in a short

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email this one says you're Heidi I

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happen to come across your website by

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beyond reality segments that you did

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okay cool I am a somewhat medium I don't

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practice it or do it for a living or

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anything if something comes through I

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let people know anyways I was listening

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to the program and I was recalling every

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time that I have seen shadow people it

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started when I was about three and to

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this day they run around my home I

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honestly believe that any negative

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things that happened in my family I

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believe that the shadow people stir it

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up ice age every so often I burn

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frankincense and myrrh also sandalwood I

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never really talked about it my family

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doesn't either my daughter and my son

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are now seeing it at work oh gosh

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any suggestions to take to them message

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at your convenience thank you for your

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time Angela well I'll let you take it

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first William and that's or am I to

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sentient thanks Heidi

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you know I

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person is saying that she does some

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mediumship and I have to say that I am I

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am also a psychic medium and I've been

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doing the work for going on 14 years now

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and when I do the work I enter into it

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with a very deliberate process that

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includes prayer and meditation so that I

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am well protected and it's something

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that I take very seriously so I just

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want to put out that caution to the the

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person who has written to you that it is

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not something to be taken lightly and

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that it is of the utmost importance that

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you do protect yourself in prayer well

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when you are doing the work no one

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should be turned on 24/7 because you

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will completely deplete your energy

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across three domains mental emotional

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physical and spiritual and you have the

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potential to make yourself very ill so

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my advice would be you know to if you're

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00:23:24,270 --> 00:23:19,870
going to do that kind of work to to

541
00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:24,280
protect yourself so that these these

542
00:23:32,640 --> 00:23:28,090
characters move on oh yeah definitely

543
00:23:34,980 --> 00:23:32,650
you know I I think I understand you know

544
00:23:36,930 --> 00:23:34,990
people they get these tools that they

545
00:23:39,210 --> 00:23:36,940
were told work or they use it for other

546
00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:39,220
things like this frankincense mirth and

547
00:23:45,090 --> 00:23:42,250
sandalwood stuff I'm like oh I don't I

548
00:23:47,430 --> 00:23:45,100
don't get it I don't use that stuff but

549
00:23:49,770 --> 00:23:47,440
I understand it's like they say well you

550
00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:49,780
know or the salts and you know different

551
00:23:55,380 --> 00:23:52,450
things it's like I don't know what value

552
00:23:56,910 --> 00:23:55,390
that gets placed on these things but I

553
00:23:59,730 --> 00:23:56,920
just know the old-fashioned way because

554
00:24:02,270 --> 00:23:59,740
I I'm I'm always very direct to Sam

555
00:24:06,330 --> 00:24:02,280
Christian I used water holy water

556
00:24:07,740 --> 00:24:06,340
crucifix and prayer and I don't stand in

557
00:24:09,810 --> 00:24:07,750
front of these negative things I throw

558
00:24:14,820 --> 00:24:09,820
God in front of me and I say take this

559
00:24:17,070 --> 00:24:14,830
one it's not it's not something you

560
00:24:19,430 --> 00:24:17,080
could do alone and you know I didn't

561
00:24:21,540 --> 00:24:19,440
hear Angela in here saying that she is

562
00:24:23,340 --> 00:24:21,550
saging with with family and friends

563
00:24:25,560 --> 00:24:23,350
she's doing this and no one talks about

564
00:24:28,140 --> 00:24:25,570
it you know the one thing that evil is

565
00:24:29,340 --> 00:24:28,150
good at is isolating a person and you

566
00:24:31,919 --> 00:24:29,350
have got to

567
00:24:33,690 --> 00:24:31,929
shir about these things what's going on

568
00:24:36,330 --> 00:24:33,700
everybody needs to share the experiences

569
00:24:39,720 --> 00:24:36,340
and not to build that negative thing up

570
00:24:41,220 --> 00:24:39,730
and whatnot but so it's not a secret so

571
00:24:43,169 --> 00:24:41,230
that it's out in the light out in the

572
00:24:46,200 --> 00:24:43,179
open because you have strength in

573
00:24:48,180 --> 00:24:46,210
numbers and you know that's that that

574
00:24:50,430 --> 00:24:48,190
solo thing you know many emails I get

575
00:24:52,169 --> 00:24:50,440
from people who are like I'm all alone I

576
00:24:53,730 --> 00:24:52,179
don't want to be thought to be crazy but

577
00:24:58,409 --> 00:24:53,740
I'm going crazy because I'm all alone

578
00:25:01,520 --> 00:24:58,419
it's like a catch-22 so stop it start

579
00:25:05,220 --> 00:25:01,530
sharing start conversing get together

580
00:25:08,100 --> 00:25:05,230
bless your home with something natural

581
00:25:11,100 --> 00:25:08,110
your prayer throw that out there what I

582
00:25:13,080 --> 00:25:11,110
use you know symbolically water as a

583
00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:13,090
cleansing thing it's been used in the

584
00:25:17,430 --> 00:25:15,730
Bible I that's what all I use and and

585
00:25:19,380 --> 00:25:17,440
that's all I suggest people though to

586
00:25:22,919 --> 00:25:19,390
use well you just throws prayer

587
00:25:24,899 --> 00:25:22,929
I mean that's you know God is never to

588
00:25:27,690 --> 00:25:24,909
be questioned in the face of this evil

589
00:25:29,940 --> 00:25:27,700
stuff it's not easy to have absolutely

590
00:25:31,590 --> 00:25:29,950
no doubts in faith but God knew what he

591
00:25:33,090 --> 00:25:31,600
was doing when he made us right because

592
00:25:34,649 --> 00:25:33,100
we're all full of doubts and whatever

593
00:25:36,630 --> 00:25:34,659
but the one area in our lives were not

594
00:25:38,279 --> 00:25:36,640
supposed to have doubts is when it comes

595
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:38,289
to God and it's like but hold on we're

596
00:25:43,140 --> 00:25:40,650
always questioning things so it's okay

597
00:25:45,510 --> 00:25:43,150
what is that saying you could have the

598
00:25:47,370 --> 00:25:45,520
strength or the belief and the faith of

599
00:25:49,799 --> 00:25:47,380
a mustard seed and that would move a

600
00:25:51,750 --> 00:25:49,809
mountain believe that that's straight

601
00:25:54,270 --> 00:25:51,760
from Jesus okay

602
00:25:56,070 --> 00:25:54,280
take that take that step forward and

603
00:25:58,430 --> 00:25:56,080
with your family with your friends and

604
00:26:01,680 --> 00:25:58,440
Williams also suggested I mean it's like

605
00:26:03,180 --> 00:26:01,690
don't don't don't isolate yourself don't

606
00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:03,190
isolate these these things that are

607
00:26:07,919 --> 00:26:05,890
going on between family members - I

608
00:26:10,020 --> 00:26:07,929
lived in a haunted house growing up and

609
00:26:12,419 --> 00:26:10,030
the things that I've learned years later

610
00:26:13,980 --> 00:26:12,429
like what you had that happened to you

611
00:26:16,860 --> 00:26:13,990
and you didn't say anything it's like

612
00:26:18,750 --> 00:26:16,870
you know the reality strikes you so much

613
00:26:21,120 --> 00:26:18,760
more when you get the full picture like

614
00:26:23,100 --> 00:26:21,130
oh that needed to be dealt with faster

615
00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:23,110
than what we were because I didn't know

616
00:26:28,169 --> 00:26:24,970
the intensity that others were

617
00:26:30,450 --> 00:26:28,179
experiencing so you know iid I am I'm

618
00:26:33,529 --> 00:26:30,460
with you a hundred percent and I say

619
00:26:36,090 --> 00:26:33,539
often to people illuminate the truth

620
00:26:40,169 --> 00:26:36,100
illuminate the truth no secrets of any

621
00:26:42,450 --> 00:26:40,179
kind exactly and we have to I have a

622
00:26:43,170 --> 00:26:42,460
paranormal pledge calm sight it's like

623
00:26:45,630 --> 00:26:43,180
to take a plea

624
00:26:47,280 --> 00:26:45,640
and say I will say something I will

625
00:26:50,100 --> 00:26:47,290
speak up you know and start sharing

626
00:26:52,470 --> 00:26:50,110
because knowledge is is everything and

627
00:26:54,510 --> 00:26:52,480
you know I really want to thank you all

628
00:26:56,580 --> 00:26:54,520
for writing us and allowing me and

629
00:26:58,830 --> 00:26:56,590
William to address your questions and

630
00:27:00,720 --> 00:26:58,840
and comments here and I'm gonna more

631
00:27:02,940 --> 00:27:00,730
officially introduce William after the

632
00:27:04,140 --> 00:27:02,950
break so you guys stick around you're

633
00:27:08,330 --> 00:27:04,150
listening to me Heidi how is the

634
00:27:12,540 --> 00:27:10,680
welcome back everybody you're listening

635
00:27:14,490 --> 00:27:12,550
to me Heidi Hollis the Outlander

636
00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:14,500
remembering always if it's weird we're

637
00:27:17,970 --> 00:27:16,210
here and we're giving you advice and

638
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:17,980
insight on outlandish topics and the

639
00:27:23,970 --> 00:27:20,650
phone lines are always open at one eight

640
00:27:27,030 --> 00:27:23,980
eight eight nine one nine 23 55 and I'm

641
00:27:28,530 --> 00:27:27,040
going to now officially introduce the

642
00:27:31,070 --> 00:27:28,540
gentleman who was helping me with those

643
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:31,080
hmm my goodness really tough emails

644
00:27:36,570 --> 00:27:34,450
psychic medium William Stillman he is

645
00:27:39,510 --> 00:27:36,580
the internationally known award-winning

646
00:27:43,050 --> 00:27:39,520
author of so many fantastic books like

647
00:27:45,420 --> 00:27:43,060
the autism and God Connection book

648
00:27:47,250 --> 00:27:45,430
trilogy everybody that just sounds like

649
00:27:49,830 --> 00:27:47,260
you just have to read it that explores

650
00:27:52,710 --> 00:27:49,840
aspects of spiritual giftedness and many

651
00:27:55,410 --> 00:27:52,720
people with autism these books encompass

652
00:27:58,470 --> 00:27:55,420
autism and the god connection the soul

653
00:28:00,780 --> 00:27:58,480
of autism and the autism prophecies as

654
00:28:03,390 --> 00:28:00,790
other books include under a spiritual

655
00:28:06,960 --> 00:28:03,400
siege how ghosts and demons affect us

656
00:28:09,180 --> 00:28:06,970
and how to combat them and the secret

657
00:28:11,340 --> 00:28:09,190
language of spirit understanding spirit

658
00:28:13,050 --> 00:28:11,350
communication in our everyday lives

659
00:28:14,880 --> 00:28:13,060
which is what we're going to speak on as

660
00:28:16,830 --> 00:28:14,890
well today it's your newest book and

661
00:28:18,540 --> 00:28:16,840
since Oh flora Stillman has worked

662
00:28:21,270 --> 00:28:18,550
professionally as a psychic and

663
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:21,280
spiritual counselor his accuracy and

664
00:28:25,890 --> 00:28:23,170
discerning the truth and making

665
00:28:28,980 --> 00:28:25,900
predictions that come into fruition has

666
00:28:31,770 --> 00:28:28,990
been acclaimed by his client clients as

667
00:28:35,070 --> 00:28:31,780
truly extraordinary I have to say

668
00:28:35,700 --> 00:28:35,080
Stillman you have been everywhere coast

669
00:28:39,270 --> 00:28:35,710
to coast and

670
00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:39,280
I mean Sweden Bergen life I mean there's

671
00:28:43,350 --> 00:28:41,170
so much that you've been doing everybody

672
00:28:47,640 --> 00:28:43,360
give a round of applause to William

673
00:28:53,580 --> 00:28:47,650
Stillman welcome thank you thank you

674
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:53,590
pleasure yeah Stillman calm you'll see

675
00:28:56,610 --> 00:28:55,690
his fantastic books there's just so many

676
00:29:04,910 --> 00:28:56,620
I

677
00:29:08,010 --> 00:29:04,920
goodness so you're full-time writing

678
00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:08,020
just about but you know I I write very

679
00:29:14,940 --> 00:29:11,890
quickly and I am not coordinated enough

680
00:29:17,460 --> 00:29:14,950
to write with both hands so I type with

681
00:29:24,570 --> 00:29:17,470
one finger believe it or not I do not

682
00:29:27,330 --> 00:29:24,580
but I'm a I'm a fat putt and pecker my

683
00:29:28,830 --> 00:29:27,340
you know my dad he he's working with

684
00:29:32,549 --> 00:29:28,840
computers before people knew they were

685
00:29:35,910 --> 00:29:32,559
invented and he is a two-finger wonder I

686
00:29:38,070 --> 00:29:35,920
mean I mean that is it it just types

687
00:29:39,660 --> 00:29:38,080
with those index fingers going madly

688
00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:39,670
I've just never seen anything like it

689
00:29:43,549 --> 00:29:41,170
but he's really he's really quick with

690
00:29:46,230 --> 00:29:43,559
it so well I'm a one finger one there

691
00:29:53,520 --> 00:29:46,240
one finger I mean that would hurt my

692
00:29:56,910 --> 00:29:53,530
neck to look down but it's really cool

693
00:29:59,580 --> 00:29:56,920
so I mean what on earth okay so I get it

694
00:30:01,650 --> 00:29:59,590
you're psychic but you've you've always

695
00:30:03,630 --> 00:30:01,660
been psychic but from the conversation

696
00:30:06,419 --> 00:30:03,640
we had prior you didn't always hone in

697
00:30:09,930 --> 00:30:06,429
on that skill what was going on and how

698
00:30:12,030 --> 00:30:09,940
that happened well I think that we all

699
00:30:14,190 --> 00:30:12,040
have gifts and talents to be honest with

700
00:30:17,310 --> 00:30:14,200
you Heidi and I think that those of us

701
00:30:20,580 --> 00:30:17,320
who are truly blessed are able to employ

702
00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:20,590
those gifts and talents for our vocation

703
00:30:26,850 --> 00:30:24,250
or our avocations and hobbies but I also

704
00:30:28,470 --> 00:30:26,860
think that we all have spiritual gifts

705
00:30:32,130 --> 00:30:28,480
and talents and I think it is our

706
00:30:35,220 --> 00:30:32,140
birthright as human beings and a lot of

707
00:30:39,360 --> 00:30:35,230
us maybe are uncertain about how to tap

708
00:30:41,370 --> 00:30:39,370
into those gifts and talents and that's

709
00:30:43,320 --> 00:30:41,380
what the secret language of spirit is

710
00:30:46,500 --> 00:30:43,330
all about and we'll we can talk more

711
00:30:51,390 --> 00:30:46,510
about that but more to your question I

712
00:30:54,870 --> 00:30:51,400
was an intensely painfully exquisitely

713
00:30:58,350 --> 00:30:54,880
sensitive little boy and there were a

714
00:31:02,130 --> 00:30:58,360
lot of unusual things that happened to

715
00:31:06,180 --> 00:31:02,140
me and around me as a young child and I

716
00:31:10,409 --> 00:31:06,190
remember quite vividly an example of

717
00:31:13,440 --> 00:31:10,419
just how sensitive I was was

718
00:31:15,659 --> 00:31:13,450
time when I was with my parents and we

719
00:31:19,229 --> 00:31:15,669
were sitting in a church pew during

720
00:31:21,629 --> 00:31:19,239
service and I was sobbing when we go out

721
00:31:25,109 --> 00:31:21,639
to eat we never agree on where to go

722
00:31:26,789 --> 00:31:25,119
burgers tacos it is the one thing we do

723
00:31:29,159 --> 00:31:26,799
agree on is we all want unlimited

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high-speed data that's why we switch to

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metro pcs stop by metro pcs with the

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currently active on t-mobile network

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733
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customers using more than 35 gigs per

734
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month may notice reduce beats but he has

735
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736
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:48,570
Dorper details in terms and conditions

737
00:31:55,049 --> 00:31:51,970
uncontrollably and I couldn't contain my

738
00:31:56,820 --> 00:31:55,059
emotion and I became aware that my

739
00:31:58,889 --> 00:31:56,830
parents were whispering back and forth

740
00:32:01,590 --> 00:31:58,899
and right in the middle of service they

741
00:32:04,019 --> 00:32:01,600
picked me up and we'd left which I kind

742
00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:04,029
of shocked me at the time and I never

743
00:32:09,899 --> 00:32:06,850
told anyone what was going on but there

744
00:32:13,340 --> 00:32:09,909
was a reason why I was crying I had been

745
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:13,350
staring at a glorious and terrible

746
00:32:19,710 --> 00:32:16,090
stained glass window of the crucifixion

747
00:32:21,659 --> 00:32:19,720
and I was grieving for the pain that

748
00:32:24,690 --> 00:32:21,669
Christ must have endured as a

749
00:32:26,450 --> 00:32:24,700
six-year-old child that that seems

750
00:32:29,789 --> 00:32:26,460
pretty darn sensitive to me in hindsight

751
00:32:34,349 --> 00:32:29,799
- but but you know when you're that

752
00:32:37,139 --> 00:32:34,359
gentle it's accepted up into a certain

753
00:32:39,269 --> 00:32:37,149
point but when you're a pre-adolescent

754
00:32:41,249 --> 00:32:39,279
and a teenager that doesn't go over so

755
00:32:46,769 --> 00:32:41,259
well especially if you're a boy among

756
00:32:47,489 --> 00:32:46,779
other boys and I most definitely became

757
00:32:50,669 --> 00:32:47,499
odd-man-out

758
00:32:53,549 --> 00:32:50,679
and an easy mark and an easy target and

759
00:32:56,549 --> 00:32:53,559
for many years of my life on virtually a

760
00:32:59,700 --> 00:32:56,559
daily basis I was verbally abused and

761
00:33:02,340 --> 00:32:59,710
physically harassed and my speech and my

762
00:33:05,430 --> 00:33:02,350
body language were openly mocked and

763
00:33:08,039 --> 00:33:05,440
mimicked in front of adults my cafeteria

764
00:33:09,629 --> 00:33:08,049
staff and bus drivers and teachers and

765
00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:09,639
all these people did little to nothing

766
00:33:15,810 --> 00:33:12,730
to stop it from happening and so that

767
00:33:18,899 --> 00:33:15,820
that exquisite sensitivity got locked up

768
00:33:20,789 --> 00:33:18,909
I did not have a support system we were

769
00:33:22,349 --> 00:33:20,799
talking earlier about talking about

770
00:33:23,740 --> 00:33:22,359
what's going on with you and how

771
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:23,750
important that is

772
00:33:30,730 --> 00:33:25,850
I didn't do that I kept it all to myself

773
00:33:33,790 --> 00:33:30,740
and I began reflecting back what other

774
00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:33,800
people were projecting upon me and so I

775
00:33:42,070 --> 00:33:37,490
became very bitter and very cynical and

776
00:33:45,310 --> 00:33:42,080
very cold and gray and ugly and this was

777
00:33:48,700 --> 00:33:45,320
also a period of time in the early

778
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:48,710
seventies when I became attracted to

779
00:33:53,860 --> 00:33:50,690
dark things at that time it was all

780
00:33:57,030 --> 00:33:53,870
called the occult so we're talking about

781
00:34:01,780 --> 00:33:57,040
witchcraft spell cast right even

782
00:34:03,700 --> 00:34:01,790
vampires werewolves and so on and it was

783
00:34:05,980 --> 00:34:03,710
during this period of time you know the

784
00:34:09,490 --> 00:34:05,990
Exorcist was first released and it was

785
00:34:12,250 --> 00:34:09,500
extremely controversial and I just could

786
00:34:17,710 --> 00:34:12,260
not get my hands on enough information

787
00:34:20,139 --> 00:34:17,720
about all of this then I began to be

788
00:34:22,119 --> 00:34:20,149
singled out by well I've always thought

789
00:34:23,740 --> 00:34:22,129
of him as the dark man I never realized

790
00:34:25,899 --> 00:34:23,750
that he had a name and apparently you

791
00:34:27,639 --> 00:34:25,909
coined at hatman yeah I just always

792
00:34:31,780 --> 00:34:27,649
thought I mean I always thought of him

793
00:34:33,879 --> 00:34:31,790
as the dark man so I would be lying in

794
00:34:37,570 --> 00:34:33,889
bed at night and I would hear footsteps

795
00:34:39,250 --> 00:34:37,580
approaching my bedroom and there he

796
00:34:43,810 --> 00:34:39,260
would be and standing in my bedroom

797
00:34:46,540 --> 00:34:43,820
doorway a black silhouette of a man well

798
00:34:50,139 --> 00:34:46,550
over six feet tall a black floor-length

799
00:34:51,430 --> 00:34:50,149
coat and a broad brimmed black hat and

800
00:34:56,590 --> 00:34:51,440
he would communicate to me

801
00:34:59,320 --> 00:34:56,600
telepathically and he would make

802
00:35:02,380 --> 00:34:59,330
promises to me that I'm sure were false

803
00:35:05,410 --> 00:35:02,390
promises not promises but he was there

804
00:35:09,940 --> 00:35:05,420
for the sole purpose of seducing me into

805
00:35:15,610 --> 00:35:09,950
recruitment and he was telling me that

806
00:35:17,950 --> 00:35:15,620
he could bestow upon me powers to have

807
00:35:20,260 --> 00:35:17,960
control over my tormentors and my

808
00:35:23,920 --> 00:35:20,270
perceived enemies and now you can

809
00:35:25,660 --> 00:35:23,930
imagine someone in my position who was

810
00:35:30,190 --> 00:35:25,670
developing post-traumatic stress

811
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:30,200
disorder who became clinically depressed

812
00:35:36,850 --> 00:35:33,770
and almost committed suicide that was a

813
00:35:37,550 --> 00:35:36,860
very attractive proposition to me and I

814
00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:37,560
also wanted

815
00:35:43,010 --> 00:35:40,650
stress to the folks listening this was

816
00:35:46,280 --> 00:35:43,020
not frightening this was not I was not

817
00:35:49,100 --> 00:35:46,290
frozen with terror it was unpleasant and

818
00:35:52,010 --> 00:35:49,110
it was unnerving but it was not

819
00:35:54,080 --> 00:35:52,020
frightening and my phantom was clever

820
00:35:56,090 --> 00:35:54,090
enough to know that if it had been

821
00:36:01,610 --> 00:35:56,100
frightening that would have shut me down

822
00:36:04,040 --> 00:36:01,620
completely so he knew enough to show up

823
00:36:07,780 --> 00:36:04,050
and to present himself as a figure of

824
00:36:11,510 --> 00:36:07,790
authority and one who had some power

825
00:36:14,740 --> 00:36:11,520
enough to impress me to to give him a

826
00:36:19,520 --> 00:36:14,750
listen and he gave me a taste of that

827
00:36:21,650 --> 00:36:19,530
and I remember telling kids at school I

828
00:36:27,470 --> 00:36:21,660
was a witch I could cast spells I had

829
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:27,480
certain powers that was very young I

830
00:36:35,030 --> 00:36:32,210
must have been about 10 or 11 years old

831
00:36:37,250 --> 00:36:35,040
and I remember being on the recess

832
00:36:40,130 --> 00:36:37,260
playground one day in particular and

833
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:40,140
telling these kids you know I could cast

834
00:36:46,700 --> 00:36:44,010
spells and I had been a Power had been

835
00:36:49,010 --> 00:36:46,710
impressed within me and they said well

836
00:36:55,220 --> 00:36:49,020
prove it and I said what do you want me

837
00:36:58,990 --> 00:36:55,230
to do well about maybe 4 or 5 yards from

838
00:37:01,280 --> 00:36:59,000
us there was a a big Multi multi Boy

839
00:37:03,590 --> 00:37:01,290
fistfight going on I don't know how it

840
00:37:07,580 --> 00:37:03,600
happened but there must have been about

841
00:37:09,710 --> 00:37:07,590
a dozen kids big pile up and they said

842
00:37:13,160 --> 00:37:09,720
if if you can do this break up that

843
00:37:16,160 --> 00:37:13,170
fight and so I started chanting

844
00:37:20,150 --> 00:37:16,170
something that I thought was a spell and

845
00:37:23,510 --> 00:37:20,160
as soon as I stopped the spell this gust

846
00:37:26,750 --> 00:37:23,520
of wind swept over the playground that

847
00:37:29,540 --> 00:37:26,760
smelled like cow manure and it wasn't

848
00:37:33,890 --> 00:37:29,550
everybody is scattering and it broke up

849
00:37:38,060 --> 00:37:33,900
the fight and then I knew that this was

850
00:37:41,720 --> 00:37:38,070
for real this was not a game and this

851
00:37:43,490 --> 00:37:41,730
was really happening to me goodness you

852
00:37:47,210 --> 00:37:43,500
know I've been talking more recently

853
00:37:50,120 --> 00:37:47,220
with several people who are realizing

854
00:37:51,320 --> 00:37:50,130
the Hat man's ultimate goal is to

855
00:37:53,450 --> 00:37:51,330
essentially have

856
00:37:55,880 --> 00:37:53,460
partner up with them and when I spoke to

857
00:37:57,470 --> 00:37:55,890
you earlier today and you're like well

858
00:37:59,960 --> 00:37:57,480
he's trying to recruit me I'm like oh my

859
00:38:02,690 --> 00:37:59,970
gosh that is exactly it it's like some

860
00:38:04,640 --> 00:38:02,700
people don't have enough experiences

861
00:38:07,220 --> 00:38:04,650
with him to know what his ultimate goal

862
00:38:10,340 --> 00:38:07,230
is they just still kind of terrorized or

863
00:38:13,490 --> 00:38:10,350
watched or abused by him but he's trying

864
00:38:16,670 --> 00:38:13,500
to break you down to get you to see what

865
00:38:18,380 --> 00:38:16,680
it is he can offer you in exchange for

866
00:38:20,960 --> 00:38:18,390
you working for him but did he ever

867
00:38:23,690 --> 00:38:20,970
explain to you what that would mean I

868
00:38:25,160 --> 00:38:23,700
mean is it a piece of your soul or yeah

869
00:38:31,250 --> 00:38:25,170
yeah

870
00:38:36,860 --> 00:38:31,260
my soul and what would you categorize

871
00:38:37,850 --> 00:38:36,870
him as then well as a demonic energy is

872
00:38:40,940 --> 00:38:37,860
that what you're asking

873
00:38:45,230 --> 00:38:40,950
yeah sometimes he's used himself has he

874
00:38:47,450 --> 00:38:45,240
ever told you who he is no but I knew

875
00:38:49,820 --> 00:38:47,460
because I had read enough books at that

876
00:38:53,240 --> 00:38:49,830
age as I said I was attracted to the

877
00:38:55,940 --> 00:38:53,250
occult and I had read enough to know

878
00:38:58,430 --> 00:38:55,950
exactly who he was and what he was about

879
00:39:01,280 --> 00:38:58,440
and what he wanted gotcha

880
00:39:03,410 --> 00:39:01,290
no it's you know I agree with ya I agree

881
00:39:06,700 --> 00:39:03,420
with you Heidi that he's there I think

882
00:39:09,500 --> 00:39:06,710
for people that are maybe more fragile

883
00:39:12,190 --> 00:39:09,510
Constitution he definitely wants to wear

884
00:39:16,390 --> 00:39:12,200
them down to the point of becoming

885
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:16,400
immobilized mentally ill and suicidal

886
00:39:24,350 --> 00:39:19,290
for folks that maybe are maybe a little

887
00:39:27,490 --> 00:39:24,360
bit more fortified it's to cause harm to

888
00:39:29,690 --> 00:39:27,500
others and that's the recruitment piece

889
00:39:35,060 --> 00:39:29,700
do you personally think there's more

890
00:39:38,390 --> 00:39:35,070
than one of him probably in the way that

891
00:39:40,430 --> 00:39:38,400
I think in the heavenly realm we can we

892
00:39:45,830 --> 00:39:40,440
can split our energy any number of ways

893
00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:45,840
right yeah I got asked me this and I'm

894
00:39:50,150 --> 00:39:47,610
like you know God could be everywhere

895
00:39:52,580 --> 00:39:50,160
you know our energy like you're saying

896
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:52,590
could be everywhere it's like why can't

897
00:39:57,890 --> 00:39:54,810
it be one entity that can be in multiple

898
00:40:01,040 --> 00:39:57,900
places but he does change up his look

899
00:40:03,020 --> 00:40:01,050
it's just a bit but not not a whole heck

900
00:40:05,060 --> 00:40:03,030
of a lot and and the reason he doesn't

901
00:40:06,980 --> 00:40:05,070
is so he's recognizable to be the same

902
00:40:09,050 --> 00:40:06,990
guy doing the same crap to so many

903
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:09,060
different people otherwise he changed it

904
00:40:14,680 --> 00:40:12,330
up but he wants to be new well you know

905
00:40:17,720 --> 00:40:14,690
I've also and I've also encountered

906
00:40:19,730 --> 00:40:17,730
minions you know so I've been in

907
00:40:21,620 --> 00:40:19,740
situations where I've seen you know imp

908
00:40:23,350 --> 00:40:21,630
scatter to the four corners of the room

909
00:40:26,570 --> 00:40:23,360
when I walk in and things of that nature

910
00:40:28,940 --> 00:40:26,580
Wow crazy yeah but I'll let you continue

911
00:40:31,850 --> 00:40:28,950
with your story absolutely fascinating

912
00:40:35,030 --> 00:40:31,860
you've got so many layers and levels I

913
00:40:37,550 --> 00:40:35,040
just I dig it also continue you know

914
00:40:39,860 --> 00:40:37,560
well so as I was saying you know it was

915
00:40:44,510 --> 00:40:39,870
really awful it was the worst period of

916
00:40:48,230 --> 00:40:44,520
time in my life and I you know continued

917
00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:48,240
to be bullied and threatened and I was

918
00:40:54,290 --> 00:40:50,610
smart enough to know to resist the

919
00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:54,300
phantom the dark man but you know I I

920
00:41:01,730 --> 00:40:56,010
was kind of on the fence about it also

921
00:41:06,830 --> 00:41:01,740
so I kind of toyed with it and that that

922
00:41:09,410 --> 00:41:06,840
cynicism that bitterness that spite that

923
00:41:12,170 --> 00:41:09,420
hatefulness kind of I carried that into

924
00:41:15,260 --> 00:41:12,180
adulthood to be honest with you and I

925
00:41:17,660 --> 00:41:15,270
didn't like myself very much and it

926
00:41:21,170 --> 00:41:17,670
wasn't until I was in my late 30s and

927
00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:21,180
early 40s when I really put my foot down

928
00:41:29,150 --> 00:41:25,530
and I made a really conscious decision

929
00:41:31,670 --> 00:41:29,160
to put time and effort into becoming an

930
00:41:35,750 --> 00:41:31,680
improved version of my old self

931
00:41:38,030 --> 00:41:35,760
I wanted to reclaim the sensitivity that

932
00:41:40,340 --> 00:41:38,040
had been that little boy that stopped

933
00:41:42,980 --> 00:41:40,350
for Jesus Christ in a church pew so long

934
00:41:50,240 --> 00:41:42,990
ago I see

935
00:41:52,340 --> 00:41:50,250
and I I I dialed up God I reestablished

936
00:41:54,740 --> 00:41:52,350
a relationship with God that had been

937
00:41:56,480 --> 00:41:54,750
dormant and about which I had been

938
00:41:58,250 --> 00:41:56,490
indifferent for a long period of time

939
00:42:02,570 --> 00:41:58,260
because I felt like where was God when I

940
00:42:07,310 --> 00:42:02,580
needed him most hmm during that period

941
00:42:09,530 --> 00:42:07,320
of time that was so awful and I think

942
00:42:11,300 --> 00:42:09,540
that's the that's the prime time when

943
00:42:13,100 --> 00:42:11,310
these negative things love to pounce on

944
00:42:14,870 --> 00:42:13,110
someone when they're there doubting God

945
00:42:17,570 --> 00:42:14,880
when they're they feel isolated it's

946
00:42:19,180 --> 00:42:17,580
it's so common such a common theme isn't

947
00:42:21,569 --> 00:42:19,190
it it

948
00:42:24,670 --> 00:42:21,579
and it's you know it's a very cowardly

949
00:42:27,609 --> 00:42:24,680
approach to prey upon people who are

950
00:42:30,040 --> 00:42:27,619
struggling and who are innocent yeah but

951
00:42:31,900 --> 00:42:30,050
you know that was my situation and now

952
00:42:34,750 --> 00:42:31,910
you know so many years later I come to

953
00:42:36,579 --> 00:42:34,760
find out that it's the the circumstances

954
00:42:38,890 --> 00:42:36,589
are the same for so many other people

955
00:42:41,980 --> 00:42:38,900
and it's still going on and I can't

956
00:42:43,780 --> 00:42:41,990
believe it so I thank you for such an

957
00:42:47,170 --> 00:42:43,790
important service that you are providing

958
00:42:49,480 --> 00:42:47,180
to countless numbers of people I am

959
00:42:53,050 --> 00:42:49,490
certain because I had nothing and no one

960
00:42:55,059 --> 00:42:53,060
at that time and would I what I wouldn't

961
00:43:00,370 --> 00:42:55,069
have given for someone like Heidi Hollis

962
00:43:01,930 --> 00:43:00,380
to say it's what you're not alone other

963
00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:01,940
people are going through what you're

964
00:43:06,910 --> 00:43:04,970
going through and God is the answer God

965
00:43:08,980 --> 00:43:06,920
is the light at the end of the tunnel

966
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:08,990
and man once I made that commitment

967
00:43:13,930 --> 00:43:11,210
Holly and I started learning about

968
00:43:16,329 --> 00:43:13,940
spirit guides and how we are all blessed

969
00:43:18,970 --> 00:43:16,339
with that kind of protection everything

970
00:43:21,309 --> 00:43:18,980
just shot through the roof I made up for

971
00:43:25,450 --> 00:43:21,319
decades in about three months times and

972
00:43:29,020 --> 00:43:25,460
and that is when my head just opened up

973
00:43:32,680 --> 00:43:29,030
and I began doing the psychic work very

974
00:43:37,900 --> 00:43:32,690
late in life that's yeah at first I want

975
00:43:39,970 --> 00:43:37,910
to say I appreciate the positive I don't

976
00:43:42,190 --> 00:43:39,980
know it's it's been such a it's been a

977
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:42,200
struggle you know I I had a similar

978
00:43:46,390 --> 00:43:44,810
situation where I was like I am in the

979
00:43:49,450 --> 00:43:46,400
middle of seeing things that are

980
00:43:52,660 --> 00:43:49,460
supposedly not happening and I could

981
00:43:54,609 --> 00:43:52,670
find a reference to and and I just I

982
00:43:56,500 --> 00:43:54,619
knew that I had to put the stuff out

983
00:43:57,670 --> 00:43:56,510
there and and I I chatted with the

984
00:43:59,859 --> 00:43:57,680
earlier that you know I wouldn't be

985
00:44:03,460 --> 00:43:59,869
doing any of this if I did not have and

986
00:44:06,569 --> 00:44:03,470
a Jesus encounter at the first one I've

987
00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:06,579
seen him a few more times since but I

988
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:09,650
mean he set me on this path to do what

989
00:44:13,660 --> 00:44:12,050
I'm doing it you know he asked me to do

990
00:44:16,000 --> 00:44:13,670
him a favor and you know the big guy

991
00:44:18,400 --> 00:44:16,010
asked she's something you sure don't shy

992
00:44:21,190 --> 00:44:18,410
away you go okay okay when can I begin

993
00:44:23,290 --> 00:44:21,200
so you know I have to give it to him and

994
00:44:26,160 --> 00:44:23,300
his birthday is coming up so you know

995
00:44:29,890 --> 00:44:26,170
I'll to Jesus a god and you know so I

996
00:44:32,120 --> 00:44:29,900
appreciate it and you're doing it's it

997
00:44:34,910 --> 00:44:32,130
you know I sometimes

998
00:44:36,590 --> 00:44:34,920
I'm in awe of people like you because

999
00:44:38,630 --> 00:44:36,600
here you started off with something so

1000
00:44:40,820 --> 00:44:38,640
negative that was trying to control your

1001
00:44:43,610 --> 00:44:40,830
energy and who and what your potential

1002
00:44:46,010 --> 00:44:43,620
was going to be you flip the switch and

1003
00:44:48,830 --> 00:44:46,020
you're helping your internationally

1004
00:44:51,290 --> 00:44:48,840
known for helping people pull out of

1005
00:44:53,540 --> 00:44:51,300
their struggles with such things and to

1006
00:44:56,870 --> 00:44:53,550
recognize their their connection to God

1007
00:44:58,430 --> 00:44:56,880
even those who have autism and oh I

1008
00:45:01,190 --> 00:44:58,440
can't wait till we talk about that -

1009
00:45:04,850 --> 00:45:01,200
yeah you are

1010
00:45:07,580 --> 00:45:04,860
you know I thank you Heidi you know I'm

1011
00:45:10,310 --> 00:45:07,590
sitting here thinking about this and I

1012
00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:10,320
may have had a gene a Jesus moment

1013
00:45:16,220 --> 00:45:12,810
myself you know I just remembered that

1014
00:45:19,520 --> 00:45:16,230
in my darkest moment at 16 years old

1015
00:45:21,740 --> 00:45:19,530
being home alone and sitting sitting on

1016
00:45:25,670 --> 00:45:21,750
the floor with my father's old straight

1017
00:45:30,380 --> 00:45:25,680
razor and and playing this out in my

1018
00:45:34,730 --> 00:45:30,390
head what would this be like what I

1019
00:45:36,590 --> 00:45:34,740
panic when I saw blood I imagined that I

1020
00:45:38,180 --> 00:45:36,600
would get a ringing in my ears that

1021
00:45:41,830 --> 00:45:38,190
would get louder and louder and that I

1022
00:45:46,460 --> 00:45:41,840
would just check out and something

1023
00:45:49,430 --> 00:45:46,470
inside me said no no you you don't want

1024
00:45:51,950 --> 00:45:49,440
to do this thing because someday people

1025
00:45:55,610 --> 00:45:51,960
will know who you are for what it is

1026
00:45:58,460 --> 00:45:55,620
that you have to offer them Wow and in

1027
00:46:01,150 --> 00:45:58,470
that moment I had no clue of what that

1028
00:46:05,630 --> 00:46:01,160
meant or what that would look like but I

1029
00:46:09,950 --> 00:46:05,640
understand it clearly now oh yeah it's

1030
00:46:13,310 --> 00:46:09,960
obvious wow that's amazing absolutely

1031
00:46:15,380 --> 00:46:13,320
amazing so you're your newest book the

1032
00:46:17,060 --> 00:46:15,390
secret language of spirit understanding

1033
00:46:20,420 --> 00:46:17,070
spirit communication in our everyday

1034
00:46:24,020 --> 00:46:20,430
lives what is it that you you try to

1035
00:46:26,140 --> 00:46:24,030
show people in regards to how to even

1036
00:46:30,260 --> 00:46:26,150
establish that spirit communication

1037
00:46:32,330 --> 00:46:30,270
everyday secret language is spirit it's

1038
00:46:34,460 --> 00:46:32,340
actually a follow-up to last year's book

1039
00:46:37,430 --> 00:46:34,470
which was under spiritual siege and I

1040
00:46:40,700 --> 00:46:37,440
have to say I'm grateful to hat man who

1041
00:46:43,370 --> 00:46:40,710
I'm going to disempower him by making

1042
00:46:45,090 --> 00:46:43,380
making him work for me and to my

1043
00:46:50,810 --> 00:46:45,100
advantage

1044
00:46:53,520 --> 00:46:50,820
the truth so we're gonna we're gonna

1045
00:46:56,670 --> 00:46:53,530
we're gonna pull one over on him and

1046
00:46:59,280 --> 00:46:56,680
turn the tables right but this the

1047
00:47:04,830 --> 00:46:59,290
secret language of spirit was written

1048
00:47:08,550 --> 00:47:04,840
really as a primer for the layperson to

1049
00:47:13,530 --> 00:47:08,560
understand about what goes on in heaven

1050
00:47:16,110 --> 00:47:13,540
and that we are spiritually protected we

1051
00:47:18,330 --> 00:47:16,120
have to want it in order to be able to

1052
00:47:19,410 --> 00:47:18,340
access it we have to be mature enough to

1053
00:47:24,990 --> 00:47:19,420
be ready for it

1054
00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:25,000
and to to communicate to people the

1055
00:47:30,150 --> 00:47:28,330
signs and signals and symbols that may

1056
00:47:32,790 --> 00:47:30,160
be manifesting all around us on a

1057
00:47:36,540 --> 00:47:32,800
regular basis you know it's it's not

1058
00:47:40,710 --> 00:47:36,550
often that spirit speaks to us in ways

1059
00:47:43,860 --> 00:47:40,720
that are verbally spoken and so a lot of

1060
00:47:46,020 --> 00:47:43,870
the times it if the communication comes

1061
00:47:49,560 --> 00:47:46,030
through in ways that are cryptic and

1062
00:47:54,600 --> 00:47:49,570
iconic and symbolic because that's the

1063
00:47:57,480 --> 00:47:54,610
way of spirit its its I got to tell you

1064
00:48:00,270 --> 00:47:57,490
I I actually got inspired to write this

1065
00:48:03,390 --> 00:48:00,280
book after having gone to the movies and

1066
00:48:08,460 --> 00:48:03,400
I saw I saw a film that you probably saw

1067
00:48:10,380 --> 00:48:08,470
called arrival yes and with Amy Adams

1068
00:48:13,590 --> 00:48:10,390
and for people who haven't seen it real

1069
00:48:15,930 --> 00:48:13,600
briefly she's a college professor who's

1070
00:48:19,650 --> 00:48:15,940
a linguist specializing in translating

1071
00:48:21,390 --> 00:48:19,660
obscure languages and she's passed by

1072
00:48:23,550 --> 00:48:21,400
the United States Army to help to

1073
00:48:27,060 --> 00:48:23,560
interpret extraterrestrial communication

1074
00:48:29,250 --> 00:48:27,070
that's the gist of the film and I

1075
00:48:33,180 --> 00:48:29,260
thought I was so impressed with it and I

1076
00:48:36,320 --> 00:48:33,190
thought I do that too in my work as a

1077
00:48:39,270 --> 00:48:36,330
psychic medium I am interpreting an

1078
00:48:42,000 --> 00:48:39,280
obscure language and translating that

1079
00:48:45,600 --> 00:48:42,010
into words for people who are not yet as

1080
00:48:47,760 --> 00:48:45,610
fluent as I am and it is like it's like

1081
00:48:51,770 --> 00:48:47,770
translating Egyptian hieroglyphics

1082
00:48:54,060 --> 00:48:51,780
because it's all symbols and icons and

1083
00:48:55,470 --> 00:48:54,070
the point that I make in the secret

1084
00:48:57,860 --> 00:48:55,480
language of spirit which is kind of

1085
00:48:59,720 --> 00:48:57,870
interesting is that as a whole

1086
00:49:02,060 --> 00:48:59,730
globally as a culture we're kind of

1087
00:49:08,900 --> 00:49:02,070
slowly shifting in that direction also

1088
00:49:11,210 --> 00:49:08,910
and it's what people call emojis kind of

1089
00:49:12,530 --> 00:49:11,220
being we're kind of being primed for

1090
00:49:16,010 --> 00:49:12,540
getting used to that kind of

1091
00:49:17,930 --> 00:49:16,020
communication as it is that's

1092
00:49:20,720 --> 00:49:17,940
interesting you know I wrote a book

1093
00:49:23,900 --> 00:49:20,730
called picture prayers because I had an

1094
00:49:26,870 --> 00:49:23,910
Angelica vision of a sort that showed me

1095
00:49:30,500 --> 00:49:26,880
words fall short of what's meant images

1096
00:49:33,140 --> 00:49:30,510
are so much more fulfilling so I get

1097
00:49:35,390 --> 00:49:33,150
what you're saying if there's so when

1098
00:49:37,760 --> 00:49:35,400
when we hear like psychics that are

1099
00:49:40,370 --> 00:49:37,770
saying okay I'm getting an image of a

1100
00:49:41,510 --> 00:49:40,380
hairbrush and they have to kind of

1101
00:49:43,670 --> 00:49:41,520
interpret well what does the hairbrush

1102
00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:43,680
mean like is is that how you get your

1103
00:49:52,940 --> 00:49:49,410
messages yes well I actually through

1104
00:49:55,700 --> 00:49:52,950
trial-and-error have a lexicon of about

1105
00:49:58,520 --> 00:49:55,710
three dozen standard symbols that when

1106
00:50:01,190 --> 00:49:58,530
they're shown to me I know uh okay this

1107
00:50:04,550 --> 00:50:01,200
equals this and I know how to put it

1108
00:50:06,980 --> 00:50:04,560
into proper context yeah but they can

1109
00:50:08,690 --> 00:50:06,990
only think I can only be shown things

1110
00:50:10,490 --> 00:50:08,700
that I would know to recognize and

1111
00:50:14,360 --> 00:50:10,500
understand because I've lived it or I've

1112
00:50:17,300 --> 00:50:14,370
been exposed to it so it's within my my

1113
00:50:20,510 --> 00:50:17,310
purview of reference but do you get like

1114
00:50:24,770 --> 00:50:20,520
actual like audible voices that say hey

1115
00:50:27,320 --> 00:50:24,780
will you I'm telling this for me no but

1116
00:50:30,860 --> 00:50:27,330
I am really blessed in that I

1117
00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:30,870
experienced all the Claire's so I have

1118
00:50:38,450 --> 00:50:33,210
clairvoyance which is I'm getting mental

1119
00:50:41,960 --> 00:50:38,460
pictures movies words phrases names then

1120
00:50:45,260 --> 00:50:41,970
I also will feel something physically

1121
00:50:48,170 --> 00:50:45,270
that's clairsentience and I may also

1122
00:50:51,350 --> 00:50:48,180
smell here or taste something now I

1123
00:50:54,560 --> 00:50:51,360
really don't hear voices but sometimes I

1124
00:50:58,820 --> 00:50:54,570
will hear pieces of music or I will hear

1125
00:51:01,900 --> 00:50:58,830
certain noises or sounds and so I'm sort

1126
00:51:04,360 --> 00:51:01,910
of cobbling together this mixture of

1127
00:51:08,560 --> 00:51:04,370
information and then putting it into

1128
00:51:10,289 --> 00:51:08,570
phraseology for my clients or audiences

1129
00:51:13,079 --> 00:51:10,299
Wow interesting

1130
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:13,089
is a fascinating question from the chat

1131
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:15,729
room samuel is asking how do we know if

1132
00:51:19,289 --> 00:51:17,410
we're hearing spirits with good

1133
00:51:22,140 --> 00:51:19,299
intentions versus those trying to

1134
00:51:24,419 --> 00:51:22,150
deceive us that's a good one that's an

1135
00:51:26,910 --> 00:51:24,429
excellent question Samuel and here's a

1136
00:51:31,380 --> 00:51:26,920
really good rule of thumb for you and

1137
00:51:36,269 --> 00:51:31,390
other people a loving presence will only

1138
00:51:36,989 --> 00:51:36,279
ever behave as a loving presence so what

1139
00:51:40,410 --> 00:51:36,999
that means

1140
00:51:42,870 --> 00:51:40,420
Samuel is that the the soul energy of

1141
00:51:46,890 --> 00:51:42,880
loved ones who have passed on before you

1142
00:51:52,049 --> 00:51:46,900
and who love and adore you will only

1143
00:51:54,239 --> 00:51:52,059
ever do and say loving things so if your

1144
00:51:55,979 --> 00:51:54,249
grandma has passed on and she comes to

1145
00:51:58,349 --> 00:51:55,989
you and she's telling you to harm

1146
00:52:00,749 --> 00:51:58,359
yourself or others that's not your

1147
00:52:03,660 --> 00:52:00,759
grandma that is something masquerading

1148
00:52:05,910 --> 00:52:03,670
as grandma that's a good way to put I

1149
00:52:07,469 --> 00:52:05,920
mean honestly you think it would be so

1150
00:52:09,120 --> 00:52:07,479
clear and knowing but I think some

1151
00:52:11,189 --> 00:52:09,130
people are so anxious to hear from

1152
00:52:13,229 --> 00:52:11,199
Grandma they'll just kind of fill in the

1153
00:52:17,939 --> 00:52:13,239
blanks and and that leaves you very

1154
00:52:19,949 --> 00:52:17,949
vulnerable but sorry and those ill

1155
00:52:22,319 --> 00:52:19,959
intended energies they will because they

1156
00:52:24,689 --> 00:52:22,329
are imperfect they will always get it

1157
00:52:27,089 --> 00:52:24,699
wrong so grandma's eye color will be

1158
00:52:29,370 --> 00:52:27,099
wrong there shall be nothing a finger or

1159
00:52:30,900 --> 00:52:29,380
something like that makes sense all

1160
00:52:32,849 --> 00:52:30,910
right we're gonna get to our next break

1161
00:52:38,550 --> 00:52:32,859
you guys are listening to me Heidi house

1162
00:52:41,680 --> 00:52:40,780
welcome back everybody you're listening

1163
00:52:43,930 --> 00:52:41,690
to me Heidi Hollis

1164
00:52:45,940 --> 00:52:43,940
the Outlander remembering always if it's

1165
00:52:49,390 --> 00:52:45,950
weird we're here and it's my five year

1166
00:52:51,670 --> 00:52:49,400
anniversary for doing the Outlander here

1167
00:52:55,090 --> 00:52:51,680
on inception radio network it has been

1168
00:52:57,400 --> 00:52:55,100
fun it has been unbelievable how many

1169
00:53:01,420 --> 00:52:57,410
people are tuning in and let me tell you

1170
00:53:02,980 --> 00:53:01,430
the chat room is jam-packed like I can't

1171
00:53:04,930 --> 00:53:02,990
even keep up with all the questions so

1172
00:53:06,970 --> 00:53:04,940
my apologies if I'm missing them I'm

1173
00:53:08,890 --> 00:53:06,980
trying to listen the way them and go

1174
00:53:12,880 --> 00:53:08,900
back and forth I I need an assistant or

1175
00:53:14,950 --> 00:53:12,890
something but you know I'm speaking with

1176
00:53:16,210 --> 00:53:14,960
William Stillman and I wanted to tell

1177
00:53:20,020 --> 00:53:16,220
you guys go check out his website

1178
00:53:22,960 --> 00:53:20,030
William Stillman dot-com his books are

1179
00:53:24,670 --> 00:53:22,970
incredible and you have got to check

1180
00:53:28,060 --> 00:53:24,680
them out it's it's something that you've

1181
00:53:30,609 --> 00:53:28,070
never heard of in regards to autism and

1182
00:53:33,310 --> 00:53:30,619
the connection between those with autism

1183
00:53:35,440 --> 00:53:33,320
and God and we're speaking about

1184
00:53:38,260 --> 00:53:35,450
absolutely everything hat man we got a

1185
00:53:42,849 --> 00:53:38,270
little little little witchcraft going in

1186
00:53:44,830 --> 00:53:42,859
there Jesus some heavenly stuff I mean

1187
00:53:47,920 --> 00:53:44,840
my goodness there is nothing that you

1188
00:53:50,170 --> 00:53:47,930
don't seem to cover and I'm just

1189
00:53:53,050 --> 00:53:50,180
absolutely blown away and oh I have to

1190
00:53:55,359 --> 00:53:53,060
tell you Erica who we're speaking of

1191
00:53:57,670 --> 00:53:55,369
we're reading her her letter early on in

1192
00:54:00,670 --> 00:53:57,680
the show and she's in the chat room and

1193
00:54:01,990 --> 00:54:00,680
she's saying that she's loving it and

1194
00:54:03,940 --> 00:54:02,000
she's going to be listening to the show

1195
00:54:06,400 --> 00:54:03,950
I guess a new fan that's awesome

1196
00:54:08,950 --> 00:54:06,410
so and she's really appreciative of your

1197
00:54:10,870 --> 00:54:08,960
comments as well so yeah so it's kind of

1198
00:54:13,120 --> 00:54:10,880
cool that I rarely do I get the person

1199
00:54:15,280 --> 00:54:13,130
that wrote the the letter pop into the

1200
00:54:18,760 --> 00:54:15,290
chat room so Erica so glad that you

1201
00:54:22,390 --> 00:54:18,770
could join us this evening but so

1202
00:54:26,109 --> 00:54:22,400
William my goodness so let's just jump

1203
00:54:28,990 --> 00:54:26,119
on into I have to know about this godly

1204
00:54:31,359 --> 00:54:29,000
connection with those with autism you're

1205
00:54:43,780 --> 00:54:31,369
you have three books on this with the

1206
00:54:46,180 --> 00:54:43,790
one finger I hope you have a special

1207
00:54:48,490 --> 00:54:46,190
splint on that finger I'm an OT you know

1208
00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:48,500
protect that finger with everything you

1209
00:54:54,190 --> 00:54:51,410
have so right what

1210
00:54:56,770 --> 00:54:54,200
you to go and look at children with

1211
00:54:59,890 --> 00:54:56,780
autism and go wow there's something

1212
00:55:02,200 --> 00:54:59,900
really unique going on here well it's

1213
00:55:05,020 --> 00:55:02,210
not just children with autism it's you

1214
00:55:08,020 --> 00:55:05,030
know kids who are teenagers and adults

1215
00:55:10,329 --> 00:55:08,030
with autism also and you know I've been

1216
00:55:11,710 --> 00:55:10,339
in that field this is my 30th year

1217
00:55:13,990 --> 00:55:11,720
anniversary it's your five year

1218
00:55:16,150 --> 00:55:14,000
anniversary it's my 30-year anniversary

1219
00:55:18,640 --> 00:55:16,160
working in the field of serving people

1220
00:55:23,670 --> 00:55:18,650
with developmental differences and

1221
00:55:27,039 --> 00:55:23,680
autism and I really delve very deeply

1222
00:55:30,579 --> 00:55:27,049
specifically into autism over 20 years

1223
00:55:34,240 --> 00:55:30,589
ago and you know I tend to be one of

1224
00:55:37,089 --> 00:55:34,250
those people where people just spill

1225
00:55:40,450 --> 00:55:37,099
their guts to I don't know why but total

1226
00:55:42,549 --> 00:55:40,460
strangers just unload to me and I think

1227
00:55:46,029 --> 00:55:42,559
people were getting comfortable enough

1228
00:55:48,910 --> 00:55:46,039
to begin to share with me some very

1229
00:55:50,799 --> 00:55:48,920
unique and unusual spiritual experiences

1230
00:55:53,680 --> 00:55:50,809
that either they were having personally

1231
00:55:56,500 --> 00:55:53,690
or their loved ones with autism were

1232
00:55:58,960 --> 00:55:56,510
having and I thought just for the heck

1233
00:56:01,120 --> 00:55:58,970
of it I was going to sort of put out

1234
00:56:04,510 --> 00:56:01,130
some feelers in the early days of the

1235
00:56:08,049 --> 00:56:04,520
internet through message boards and chat

1236
00:56:11,620 --> 00:56:08,059
rooms and so on if if other people were

1237
00:56:13,510 --> 00:56:11,630
having spiritual experiences and lo and

1238
00:56:16,329 --> 00:56:13,520
behold I heard from people all over the

1239
00:56:18,370 --> 00:56:16,339
world who were telling me the same

1240
00:56:20,620 --> 00:56:18,380
things and none of these people knew

1241
00:56:23,079 --> 00:56:20,630
each other so I thought wow I wonder if

1242
00:56:26,140 --> 00:56:23,089
there's something to this and there was

1243
00:56:28,299 --> 00:56:26,150
enough material there to to write three

1244
00:56:31,980 --> 00:56:28,309
books but I thought you know what what

1245
00:56:35,279 --> 00:56:31,990
I'm putting out there is really radical

1246
00:56:38,200 --> 00:56:35,289
information and so I parceled it out

1247
00:56:40,750 --> 00:56:38,210
incrementally over the course of three

1248
00:56:44,859 --> 00:56:40,760
books so you could read each book

1249
00:56:46,690 --> 00:56:44,869
separately but also each book flows one

1250
00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:46,700
into the other and sort of builds upon

1251
00:56:54,010 --> 00:56:50,690
the other as well but it's some

1252
00:56:56,349 --> 00:56:54,020
beautiful glorious amazing stuff it's

1253
00:56:59,319 --> 00:56:56,359
not happening to all people with autism

1254
00:57:02,829 --> 00:56:59,329
so I don't want to you know polarize any

1255
00:57:04,400 --> 00:57:02,839
button to to that extreme but many many

1256
00:57:07,420 --> 00:57:04,410
people have had

1257
00:57:10,970 --> 00:57:07,430
experiences with deceased loved ones and

1258
00:57:16,310 --> 00:57:10,980
angels and premonitions that come true

1259
00:57:19,070 --> 00:57:16,320
and also as you can imagine being so

1260
00:57:21,770 --> 00:57:19,080
innocent and vulnerable and wide open

1261
00:57:24,110 --> 00:57:21,780
they are also easy marks and easy

1262
00:57:26,300 --> 00:57:24,120
targets for all that nasty stuff to that

1263
00:57:29,120 --> 00:57:26,310
we've been talking about yeah my

1264
00:57:31,820 --> 00:57:29,130
goodness I worked with I used to have my

1265
00:57:34,700 --> 00:57:31,830
own pediatric clinic and of course a lot

1266
00:57:38,950 --> 00:57:34,710
of my patients were artistic children

1267
00:57:42,260 --> 00:57:38,960
and Wow just the most positive uplifting

1268
00:57:45,710 --> 00:57:42,270
little souls you could ever imagine are

1269
00:57:47,930 --> 00:57:45,720
bundled in those special kids the ones

1270
00:57:49,580 --> 00:57:47,940
that can express themselves are the ones

1271
00:57:52,040 --> 00:57:49,590
that cannot and you're just like gosh

1272
00:57:54,580 --> 00:57:52,050
you just you just wish he knew you know

1273
00:57:57,200 --> 00:57:54,590
what that special thing was in them and

1274
00:57:58,840 --> 00:57:57,210
some of them you know I found that a

1275
00:58:02,120 --> 00:57:58,850
great number of them they were so

1276
00:58:04,670 --> 00:58:02,130
artistically gifted the artwork that

1277
00:58:06,440 --> 00:58:04,680
they could create I was just I was in

1278
00:58:09,200 --> 00:58:06,450
awe of them in so many different levels

1279
00:58:11,300 --> 00:58:09,210
that well they're just special super

1280
00:58:14,270 --> 00:58:11,310
special well here here's something to

1281
00:58:17,720 --> 00:58:14,280
think about because when I started out

1282
00:58:21,230 --> 00:58:17,730
in this field the the incidence of

1283
00:58:26,930 --> 00:58:21,240
autism was projected to be 1 in 10,000

1284
00:58:33,320 --> 00:58:26,940
and it's now 1 in 45 isn't that crazy

1285
00:58:36,230 --> 00:58:33,330
it's an it is happening worldwide and it

1286
00:58:39,590 --> 00:58:36,240
is four to five times more likely in

1287
00:58:43,100 --> 00:58:39,600
males than females and you know the

1288
00:58:44,570 --> 00:58:43,110
world needs people like this in it

1289
00:58:46,760 --> 00:58:44,580
and I think things are going to get

1290
00:58:50,060 --> 00:58:46,770
really interesting over the next several

1291
00:58:52,400 --> 00:58:50,070
decades Heidi because we might see a

1292
00:58:54,980 --> 00:58:52,410
softening of aggression and the male

1293
00:58:59,920 --> 00:58:54,990
gender we're talking about people who

1294
00:59:05,350 --> 00:58:59,930
have no interest in materialism money

1295
00:59:07,610 --> 00:59:05,360
greed competition power of any kind

1296
00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:07,620
things could get really interesting I

1297
00:59:13,400 --> 00:59:08,970
mean who knows there might be no more

1298
00:59:15,890 --> 00:59:13,410
Wars employed if we could feel the pain

1299
00:59:17,960 --> 00:59:15,900
of our neighbor would we really strike

1300
00:59:19,099 --> 00:59:17,970
our neighbor we would really go out of

1301
00:59:20,870 --> 00:59:19,109
our way to

1302
00:59:23,299 --> 00:59:20,880
everyone as we're supposed to we're

1303
00:59:26,479 --> 00:59:23,309
supposed to treat each other like our

1304
00:59:30,140 --> 00:59:26,489
brothers and sisters and just as Jesus

1305
00:59:32,120 --> 00:59:30,150
taught you know so it's uh it's kind of

1306
00:59:34,579 --> 00:59:32,130
a it is kind of a cool thing and and I

1307
00:59:35,989 --> 00:59:34,589
hope and pray you know a lot of people

1308
00:59:37,759 --> 00:59:35,999
are like gosh I this world is so

1309
00:59:39,769 --> 00:59:37,769
negative I hope that it ends soon and

1310
00:59:42,380 --> 00:59:39,779
I'm like no no no we would lose too many

1311
00:59:45,349 --> 00:59:42,390
people we need to get on to this next

1312
00:59:48,259 --> 00:59:45,359
level where we're able to communicate

1313
00:59:51,380 --> 00:59:48,269
better we're able to love more fully and

1314
00:59:53,089 --> 00:59:51,390
to not be shy to say things like Merry

1315
00:59:54,769 --> 00:59:53,099
Christmas for crying out loud it's

1316
00:59:56,509 --> 00:59:54,779
Christmas time everybody gets a Merry

1317
00:59:58,130 --> 00:59:56,519
Christmas from me if they don't

1318
00:59:59,630 --> 00:59:58,140
celebrate it they you know they still

1319
01:00:01,789 --> 00:59:59,640
smile I have friends that are Jewish and

1320
01:00:04,880 --> 01:00:01,799
Muslim and you know it's and people are

1321
01:00:06,589 --> 01:00:04,890
afraid to say that they are a Christian

1322
01:00:10,069 --> 01:00:06,599
and you said during the break people are

1323
01:00:14,120 --> 01:00:10,079
afraid to say the word God it's like

1324
01:00:15,950 --> 01:00:14,130
okay so you know communication we have

1325
01:00:18,650 --> 01:00:15,960
to use verbal for right now but you know

1326
01:00:21,829 --> 01:00:18,660
moving into the next level of reality

1327
01:00:24,170 --> 01:00:21,839
which I really believe is is the next

1328
01:00:27,319 --> 01:00:24,180
step in our evolution like you're

1329
01:00:31,160 --> 01:00:27,329
talking about I mean we have to we have

1330
01:00:33,499 --> 01:00:31,170
to we have to learn to open up to the

1331
01:00:36,559 --> 01:00:33,509
possibilities and well you know there's

1332
01:00:39,079 --> 01:00:36,569
a wealth you don't hide either it's

1333
01:00:42,859 --> 01:00:39,089
going to get really interesting and you

1334
01:00:45,259 --> 01:00:42,869
know people with autism who don't speak

1335
01:00:47,900 --> 01:00:45,269
because they're not wired for verbal

1336
01:00:49,700 --> 01:00:47,910
communication they're all they are

1337
01:00:53,749 --> 01:00:49,710
they're already communicating by

1338
01:00:56,539 --> 01:00:53,759
telepathy that's natural to them oh yes

1339
01:00:59,569 --> 01:00:56,549
I believe it yeah no that's cool so and

1340
01:01:02,450 --> 01:00:59,579
you're interpreting some of the things

1341
01:01:05,539 --> 01:01:02,460
that they're interpreting how's that

1342
01:01:08,029 --> 01:01:05,549
work well it works because these are

1343
01:01:10,130 --> 01:01:08,039
folks who they're they're pointing to a

1344
01:01:12,559 --> 01:01:10,140
letter board where they're using

1345
01:01:17,150 --> 01:01:12,569
computer technology where they're

1346
01:01:19,940 --> 01:01:17,160
communicating through picture icons so

1347
01:01:21,739 --> 01:01:19,950
the information is getting out but the

1348
01:01:24,109 --> 01:01:21,749
folks that aren't wired for speech they

1349
01:01:27,289 --> 01:01:24,119
live in a perpetual state of meditation

1350
01:01:31,099 --> 01:01:27,299
so they are constantly connected to the

1351
01:01:32,359 --> 01:01:31,109
source or God and that they're getting

1352
01:01:34,160 --> 01:01:32,369
guidance trust

1353
01:01:36,980 --> 01:01:34,170
they are getting guidance on a regular

1354
01:01:40,430 --> 01:01:36,990
basis that's beautiful I had a guest on

1355
01:01:43,130 --> 01:01:40,440
named Donny : who spoke of her sons once

1356
01:01:45,499 --> 01:01:43,140
he learned how to use the iPad and was

1357
01:01:48,049 --> 01:01:45,509
just typing away about what God believes

1358
01:01:50,120 --> 01:01:48,059
in this and what he says about that and

1359
01:01:52,069 --> 01:01:50,130
his visits when we go out to eat we

1360
01:01:54,859 --> 01:01:52,079
never agree on where to go

1361
01:01:56,539 --> 01:01:54,869
burgers heats up tacos it is the one

1362
01:01:58,700 --> 01:01:56,549
thing we do agree on is we all want

1363
01:02:01,759 --> 01:01:58,710
unlimited high-speed data that's why we

1364
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:01,769
switch to metro pcs stop by metro pcs

1365
01:02:06,349 --> 01:02:03,450
with the whole family and get four lines

1366
01:02:08,960 --> 01:02:06,359
with unlimited LTE data for just $100 .

1367
01:02:10,039 --> 01:02:08,970
metro pcs wireless figured out covers

1368
01:02:11,329 --> 01:02:10,049
not available in some areas office

1369
01:02:12,559 --> 01:02:11,339
reporting of number not currently active

1370
01:02:13,640 --> 01:02:12,569
on t-mobile network during congestion

1371
01:02:15,049 --> 01:02:13,650
the fraction of customers used more than

1372
01:02:16,640 --> 01:02:15,059
35 gigs per month may notice reduced

1373
01:02:17,900 --> 01:02:16,650
beats video stream step 240p no

1374
01:02:21,259 --> 01:02:17,910
tethering si store for details in terms

1375
01:02:24,950 --> 01:02:21,269
and conditions heaven and blown away by

1376
01:02:27,529 --> 01:02:24,960
it and I think that you know something

1377
01:02:30,140 --> 01:02:27,539
special is truly going on and you've

1378
01:02:34,609 --> 01:02:30,150
written three books on the topic so each

1379
01:02:38,509 --> 01:02:34,619
book what are they focus on they they

1380
01:02:43,239 --> 01:02:38,519
focused on this so-called God connection

1381
01:02:47,749 --> 01:02:43,249
that some but not all people with autism

1382
01:02:49,759 --> 01:02:47,759
believe that they have and it's just you

1383
01:02:53,200 --> 01:02:49,769
know illuminating the truth for people

1384
01:02:57,140 --> 01:02:53,210
you know parents of kids with

1385
01:03:01,279 --> 01:02:57,150
disabilities have for so long been made

1386
01:03:03,710 --> 01:03:01,289
to feel ashamed and disgraced and to be

1387
01:03:07,039 --> 01:03:03,720
thinking of their children in terms of

1388
01:03:10,339 --> 01:03:07,049
primarily the pathology of their

1389
01:03:13,609 --> 01:03:10,349
so-called deficits and I just wanted to

1390
01:03:16,519 --> 01:03:13,619
flip that on its ear and let people know

1391
01:03:19,549 --> 01:03:16,529
look this is there's a beauty here and

1392
01:03:22,450 --> 01:03:19,559
and how to illuminate the truth about

1393
01:03:24,979 --> 01:03:22,460
the beauty and and to presume the

1394
01:03:28,849 --> 01:03:24,989
intelligence of your child

1395
01:03:31,880 --> 01:03:28,859
and that they are valuable members of

1396
01:03:36,829 --> 01:03:31,890
the community amen to that

1397
01:03:41,390 --> 01:03:36,839
truly truly so if if a person has a

1398
01:03:43,729 --> 01:03:41,400
child who is hmm they seem to be in

1399
01:03:45,230 --> 01:03:43,739
communication with something they seem

1400
01:03:47,300 --> 01:03:45,240
to be aware of something and

1401
01:03:50,600 --> 01:03:47,310
want to tap into whatever that something

1402
01:03:54,070 --> 01:03:50,610
is how best should they approach their

1403
01:03:57,109 --> 01:03:54,080
child to get to know them on that level

1404
01:04:02,440 --> 01:03:57,119
well it may not be for them to be privy

1405
01:04:05,780 --> 01:04:02,450
to it may be a very private process and

1406
01:04:08,810 --> 01:04:05,790
that's in my books also you know it is

1407
01:04:12,410 --> 01:04:08,820
not unusual for people with autism on a

1408
01:04:15,830 --> 01:04:12,420
daily or regular basis to go off by

1409
01:04:18,800 --> 01:04:15,840
themselves to be alone and if you watch

1410
01:04:21,140 --> 01:04:18,810
and listen you know they're in a very

1411
01:04:23,570 --> 01:04:21,150
clandestine way you will see that they

1412
01:04:26,270 --> 01:04:23,580
are having a two-way conversation and

1413
01:04:29,240 --> 01:04:26,280
they are being counseled and mentored

1414
01:04:32,060 --> 01:04:29,250
and and any time anybody interrupts that

1415
01:04:34,940 --> 01:04:32,070
the whole thing gets shut down or that

1416
01:04:36,920 --> 01:04:34,950
person will very politely lead the

1417
01:04:39,260 --> 01:04:36,930
intruder out of the room and then go

1418
01:04:42,040 --> 01:04:39,270
back to what they were doing and that's

1419
01:04:44,450 --> 01:04:42,050
it's a very it's a very intimate process

1420
01:04:48,710 --> 01:04:44,460
that I don't think that we are all

1421
01:04:50,090 --> 01:04:48,720
intended to be made privy to but in one

1422
01:04:52,340 --> 01:04:50,100
of the books there's an entire chapter

1423
01:04:54,590 --> 01:04:52,350
on Jesus because for a while there I was

1424
01:04:56,150 --> 01:04:54,600
getting so many stories of people with

1425
01:04:59,870 --> 01:04:56,160
autism talking about their encounters

1426
01:05:02,960 --> 01:04:59,880
with Jesus Wow is there a certain

1427
01:05:05,870 --> 01:05:02,970
message that was coming across I'm

1428
01:05:09,380 --> 01:05:05,880
trying to remember but it was really

1429
01:05:12,260 --> 01:05:09,390
more just about you can do this you can

1430
01:05:14,270 --> 01:05:12,270
sustain you are loved you know we're

1431
01:05:17,870 --> 01:05:14,280
talking about folks who who really

1432
01:05:20,390 --> 01:05:17,880
signed up for a challenging life and a

1433
01:05:25,040 --> 01:05:20,400
life where they are not widely accepted

1434
01:05:29,900 --> 01:05:25,050
as equals and it's tough I actually had

1435
01:05:33,320 --> 01:05:29,910
a kid tell his mom mom it was between

1436
01:05:35,150 --> 01:05:33,330
you and dad and a Japanese couple and I

1437
01:05:46,490 --> 01:05:35,160
picked you because it's too hard to

1438
01:05:49,280 --> 01:05:46,500
learn Japanese no but you know it is a

1439
01:05:50,720 --> 01:05:49,290
really it's a really challenging life

1440
01:05:53,390 --> 01:05:50,730
we're talking about people who are

1441
01:05:55,790 --> 01:05:53,400
constantly degraded we're talking about

1442
01:05:58,640 --> 01:05:55,800
people who are discriminated against and

1443
01:05:59,180 --> 01:05:58,650
it's really tough and but you know not

1444
01:06:02,630 --> 01:05:59,190
one of

1445
01:06:04,790 --> 01:06:02,640
or without spiritual support that's

1446
01:06:07,190 --> 01:06:04,800
amazing and I think that's beautiful to

1447
01:06:11,390 --> 01:06:07,200
know you know even with a tiny who'd

1448
01:06:14,510 --> 01:06:11,400
come on my my my show has her challenges

1449
01:06:16,490 --> 01:06:14,520
in this wonderfully gifted son of hers

1450
01:06:19,130 --> 01:06:16,500
that you know if she's not always

1451
01:06:21,260 --> 01:06:19,140
getting what he's sensing what he's

1452
01:06:23,000 --> 01:06:21,270
experiencing and why he has the

1453
01:06:24,860 --> 01:06:23,010
breakdowns that he does because he's not

1454
01:06:27,500 --> 01:06:24,870
verbal and it's it's like it's a

1455
01:06:29,540 --> 01:06:27,510
challenge even though she realizes the

1456
01:06:32,510 --> 01:06:29,550
communications he's having are truly

1457
01:06:35,570 --> 01:06:32,520
special so it's like special patience

1458
01:06:38,120 --> 01:06:35,580
are required of these parents that are

1459
01:06:41,180 --> 01:06:38,130
that are you know having these wonderful

1460
01:06:43,570 --> 01:06:41,190
gifted kids as well so it's like you

1461
01:06:46,190 --> 01:06:43,580
know challenges all the way around I

1462
01:06:50,420 --> 01:06:46,200
have to tell you Heidi I talk about

1463
01:06:53,660 --> 01:06:50,430
autism and the 90% factor and the 90%

1464
01:06:56,690 --> 01:06:53,670
factor is that you know in 30 years of

1465
01:07:00,200 --> 01:06:56,700
time doing this work ninety percent of

1466
01:07:02,860 --> 01:07:00,210
what I do has absolutely nothing to do

1467
01:07:06,020 --> 01:07:02,870
with the person on the autism spectrum

1468
01:07:09,500 --> 01:07:06,030
it has everything to do with with my

1469
01:07:12,290 --> 01:07:09,510
aspiring to be an agent of change to

1470
01:07:14,300 --> 01:07:12,300
create a transformation in and among

1471
01:07:19,150 --> 01:07:14,310
everyone around that person that's the

1472
01:07:21,590 --> 01:07:19,160
work you know I have heard that and it's

1473
01:07:24,410 --> 01:07:21,600
with any kind of disability a child

1474
01:07:27,260 --> 01:07:24,420
being born into a family a lot of extra

1475
01:07:29,630 --> 01:07:27,270
stress goes into the family and for them

1476
01:07:31,910 --> 01:07:29,640
to overcome that and when they have

1477
01:07:34,040 --> 01:07:31,920
looked at their past lives or they just

1478
01:07:35,690 --> 01:07:34,050
so happen to get hypnotically regressed

1479
01:07:37,460 --> 01:07:35,700
and then look at why are they having the

1480
01:07:39,620 --> 01:07:37,470
challenges they are now and they find oh

1481
01:07:42,500 --> 01:07:39,630
this person was put in your life so you

1482
01:07:44,270 --> 01:07:42,510
could get over this or you could figure

1483
01:07:46,100 --> 01:07:44,280
that out and could grow your soul that

1484
01:07:48,110 --> 01:07:46,110
way so that that really makes a lot of

1485
01:07:50,300 --> 01:07:48,120
sense and even though we feel like I

1486
01:07:53,300 --> 01:07:50,310
could have really done without that know

1487
01:07:55,670 --> 01:07:53,310
you could know you know and the people

1488
01:07:57,980 --> 01:07:55,680
that are able to rise to the occasion

1489
01:07:59,540 --> 01:07:57,990
and accept the challenge of the

1490
01:08:02,420 --> 01:07:59,550
spiritual throw down that they've been

1491
01:08:08,600 --> 01:08:02,430
dealt they they have followed back up

1492
01:08:10,340 --> 01:08:08,610
with me to say my life is amazing I've

1493
01:08:11,230 --> 01:08:10,350
met people I never would have met

1494
01:08:13,070 --> 01:08:11,240
otherwise

1495
01:08:17,300 --> 01:08:13,080
I'm a better

1496
01:08:19,060 --> 01:08:17,310
that I know I would have been somebody

1497
01:08:23,150 --> 01:08:19,070
said to me

1498
01:08:25,840 --> 01:08:23,160
autism made me grow up as a parent which

1499
01:08:28,310 --> 01:08:25,850
i think is really interesting comment so

1500
01:08:30,950 --> 01:08:28,320
it's it's been an amazing thing I've

1501
01:08:32,720 --> 01:08:30,960
written a 10 or 11 books on autism but

1502
01:08:33,410 --> 01:08:32,730
the three of them are the spiritual

1503
01:08:36,680 --> 01:08:33,420
connection

1504
01:08:47,570 --> 01:08:36,690
the magic figured just breaks through

1505
01:08:50,510 --> 01:08:47,580
all image in the chatroom like it's

1506
01:08:52,640 --> 01:08:50,520
amazing I mean I'm like working with all

1507
01:08:54,530 --> 01:08:52,650
all 10 fingers I don't have that many

1508
01:08:57,620 --> 01:08:54,540
books out I got sex so you got me beat

1509
01:08:59,660 --> 01:08:57,630
man that's that's awesome but you know

1510
01:09:02,300 --> 01:08:59,670
what when you're inspired that stuff

1511
01:09:05,150 --> 01:09:02,310
just happens it just flows it's like it

1512
01:09:08,329 --> 01:09:05,160
just flows Heidi I've gone back and

1513
01:09:09,440 --> 01:09:08,339
looked at stuff I've written and like

1514
01:09:12,349 --> 01:09:09,450
where did that come from

1515
01:09:15,349 --> 01:09:12,359
yes you know that that didn't come from

1516
01:09:18,380 --> 01:09:15,359
me it came through me do you know what's

1517
01:09:20,390 --> 01:09:18,390
weird this is a phenomena I experienced

1518
01:09:22,640 --> 01:09:20,400
in every book that I've ever written and

1519
01:09:24,829 --> 01:09:22,650
I'll type it up and I'm like oh I forgot

1520
01:09:27,260 --> 01:09:24,839
to put this so I go to put it in and do

1521
01:09:30,849 --> 01:09:27,270
you know almost in the same area it's

1522
01:09:32,540 --> 01:09:30,859
there almost verbatim I'm like like yeah

1523
01:09:36,260 --> 01:09:32,550
that is weird

1524
01:09:38,510 --> 01:09:36,270
that is where it in' already it's weird

1525
01:09:40,790 --> 01:09:38,520
I just feel oftentimes like I I'm just

1526
01:09:43,550 --> 01:09:40,800
transcribing what's being dictated to me

1527
01:09:45,110 --> 01:09:43,560
yes yes that's when you know you're on

1528
01:09:47,750 --> 01:09:45,120
the right path that's beautiful

1529
01:09:50,420 --> 01:09:47,760
do you have so you do workshops people

1530
01:09:52,190 --> 01:09:50,430
are asking well where does he go if they

1531
01:09:56,240 --> 01:09:52,200
want it oh I won't what a mess you have

1532
01:09:58,760 --> 01:09:56,250
I will go anywhere I'm invited where the

1533
01:10:00,680 --> 01:09:58,770
psychic work is concerned I I have yet

1534
01:10:03,770 --> 01:10:00,690
to break out of Pennsylvania which is my

1535
01:10:05,570 --> 01:10:03,780
home state so if folks are aware of you

1536
01:10:06,950 --> 01:10:05,580
know theaters or performing arts centers

1537
01:10:10,730 --> 01:10:06,960
that are willing to host me for a

1538
01:10:12,770 --> 01:10:10,740
psychic event by all means get a get in

1539
01:10:14,560 --> 01:10:12,780
touch with me my schedule is on my

1540
01:10:18,320 --> 01:10:14,570
website but unfortunately it's all

1541
01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:18,330
Pennsylvania venues they put out the

1542
01:10:22,910 --> 01:10:21,090
invitations people max is asking in the

1543
01:10:25,700 --> 01:10:22,920
chat room so could it be that people

1544
01:10:27,370 --> 01:10:25,710
with autism may actually be at the next

1545
01:10:31,280 --> 01:10:27,380
level

1546
01:10:33,979 --> 01:10:31,290
well you know again max I don't there's

1547
01:10:37,669 --> 01:10:33,989
a there's a danger in polarizing people

1548
01:10:39,680 --> 01:10:37,679
to an extreme of suggesting that they're

1549
01:10:42,320 --> 01:10:39,690
the next stage of evolution or they're

1550
01:10:45,979 --> 01:10:42,330
God's special little angels just as much

1551
01:10:48,910 --> 01:10:45,989
as the people who you know degrade them

1552
01:10:52,459 --> 01:10:48,920
as you know or you know

1553
01:10:55,490 --> 01:10:52,469
intellectually void so I don't want to

1554
01:10:57,320 --> 01:10:55,500
go there but I do think that people with

1555
01:11:00,379 --> 01:10:57,330
autism are maybe a little bit more

1556
01:11:02,090 --> 01:11:00,389
naturally predisposed to tap the

1557
01:11:05,840 --> 01:11:02,100
spiritual aspect of their personhood

1558
01:11:08,660 --> 01:11:05,850
that we all have for having heightened

1559
01:11:10,490 --> 01:11:08,670
senses and heightened emotions and for

1560
01:11:12,800 --> 01:11:10,500
thinking in visuals most people with

1561
01:11:14,390 --> 01:11:12,810
autism think in pictures already so that

1562
01:11:16,879 --> 01:11:14,400
whole concept of the spirit

1563
01:11:19,070 --> 01:11:16,889
communication through iconography and

1564
01:11:21,919 --> 01:11:19,080
symbolic communication it's going to

1565
01:11:24,410 --> 01:11:21,929
flow probably a little more easily it

1566
01:11:28,310 --> 01:11:24,420
makes a lot of sense yeah how would you

1567
01:11:31,310 --> 01:11:28,320
recommend the everyday person to I don't

1568
01:11:34,160 --> 01:11:31,320
know self evolved to be able to reach

1569
01:11:37,000 --> 01:11:34,170
out to communicate with others or God or

1570
01:11:40,280 --> 01:11:37,010
angels just a little bit better

1571
01:11:43,930 --> 01:11:40,290
well I always tell people desire not

1572
01:11:46,790 --> 01:11:43,940
desperation will work in your favor so

1573
01:11:49,220 --> 01:11:46,800
this is not something that you want to

1574
01:11:53,120 --> 01:11:49,230
tap into because you want to be seen as

1575
01:11:55,370 --> 01:11:53,130
cool or special or you want to start

1576
01:11:57,169 --> 01:11:55,380
bombarding strangers with all kinds of

1577
01:11:59,540 --> 01:11:57,179
information that's not that's not a good

1578
01:12:02,180 --> 01:11:59,550
reason to want to do it you want to

1579
01:12:04,149 --> 01:12:02,190
start in my opinion it's the only way I

1580
01:12:08,000 --> 01:12:04,159
know how to do it you want to start by

1581
01:12:12,350 --> 01:12:08,010
strengthening your bond with God by

1582
01:12:14,689 --> 01:12:12,360
setting aside time for prayer every day

1583
01:12:17,840 --> 01:12:14,699
and I ask people you know do five

1584
01:12:20,450 --> 01:12:17,850
minutes for God can you take a minimum

1585
01:12:22,040 --> 01:12:20,460
of five minutes out of every day and I

1586
01:12:24,290 --> 01:12:22,050
would make at the same five minutes so

1587
01:12:28,430 --> 01:12:24,300
you'd make a good habit of it and just

1588
01:12:32,810 --> 01:12:28,440
power down everything and express

1589
01:12:35,990 --> 01:12:32,820
gratitude appreciation and Thanksgiving

1590
01:12:38,720 --> 01:12:36,000
for all of the gifts and the blessing

1591
01:12:40,460 --> 01:12:38,730
and the privileges that you have enjoyed

1592
01:12:43,400 --> 01:12:40,470
in your life I would start there

1593
01:12:46,010 --> 01:12:43,410
I would start by just saying thank you

1594
01:12:48,800 --> 01:12:46,020
thank you thank you for fresh air to

1595
01:12:52,190 --> 01:12:48,810
breathe for clean water to drink for my

1596
01:12:53,860 --> 01:12:52,200
health for employment whatever it is

1597
01:12:57,230 --> 01:12:53,870
that you have to be thankful for and

1598
01:12:59,900 --> 01:12:57,240
when you do that on a regular basis you

1599
01:13:02,720 --> 01:12:59,910
begin to build up a spiritual reserve

1600
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within yourself it's like making

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01:13:08,600 --> 01:13:05,520
deposits in the bank and then eventually

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01:13:11,750 --> 01:13:08,610
you'll be able to start drawing against

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01:13:16,970 --> 01:13:11,760
that spiritual reserve by creating a

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01:13:19,280 --> 01:13:16,980
ripple effect when you pay it forward it

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01:13:21,110 --> 01:13:19,290
does it's like a muscle you don't want

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01:13:22,910 --> 01:13:21,120
to strain your muscles so you've got to

1607
01:13:24,080 --> 01:13:22,920
kind of build it up and get that

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01:13:26,990 --> 01:13:24,090
strength behind it

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01:13:29,480 --> 01:13:27,000
so you'd go to reach to to God or

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01:13:32,480 --> 01:13:29,490
whatever it's the strength is there it's

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01:13:35,840 --> 01:13:32,490
it's just there you know it's funny when

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01:13:38,450 --> 01:13:35,850
I think of going into that that space in

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01:13:40,310 --> 01:13:38,460
my head of you know trying to create

1614
01:13:43,250 --> 01:13:40,320
that connection with God I think of how

1615
01:13:47,540 --> 01:13:43,260
much I love God and it's so easy so easy

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01:13:49,640 --> 01:13:47,550
that way this love is a good path yeah

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01:13:51,710 --> 01:13:49,650
and as we were saying you know a lot of

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01:13:54,560 --> 01:13:51,720
a lot of people especially a lot of

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01:13:57,530 --> 01:13:54,570
young people for whatever reason they

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01:14:00,290 --> 01:13:57,540
associate the word God with religion and

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01:14:03,260 --> 01:14:00,300
you you know you don't have to you don't

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01:14:06,380 --> 01:14:03,270
have to subscribe to a specific religion

1623
01:14:10,670 --> 01:14:06,390
I don't think it hurts but you know as

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long as you are humbled in granting

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01:14:16,220 --> 01:14:13,830
reverence and respect to a higher power

1626
01:14:18,680 --> 01:14:16,230
that is the source of our creation we

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01:14:20,840 --> 01:14:18,690
are living breathing walking miracles

1628
01:14:23,510 --> 01:14:20,850
and that wasn't an accident

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01:14:25,880 --> 01:14:23,520
and so long as you are giving reverence

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01:14:28,190 --> 01:14:25,890
to that power that that's okay in my

1631
01:14:31,310 --> 01:14:28,200
book I call it God you call it God but

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01:14:33,050 --> 01:14:31,320
so long as you are giving appreciation

1633
01:14:35,330 --> 01:14:33,060
and respect to that higher power then

1634
01:14:37,520 --> 01:14:35,340
we're on the same page anything positive

1635
01:14:42,860 --> 01:14:37,530
yeah that was a question from the chat I

1636
01:14:44,780 --> 01:14:42,870
forgot but yeah I have friends that have

1637
01:14:46,070 --> 01:14:44,790
different religious beliefs and when

1638
01:14:48,710 --> 01:14:46,080
they have something negative hanging in

1639
01:14:51,230 --> 01:14:48,720
their home I've known them to go through

1640
01:14:53,510 --> 01:14:51,240
and pray and and get rid of these

1641
01:14:54,440 --> 01:14:53,520
negative entities as well I'm Christian

1642
01:14:58,310 --> 01:14:54,450
I use the Christian math

1643
01:15:01,340 --> 01:14:58,320
and you know but you know positivity it

1644
01:15:04,250 --> 01:15:01,350
seems to be the key and connecting it to

1645
01:15:08,060 --> 01:15:04,260
that one true source like you're saying

1646
01:15:10,460 --> 01:15:08,070
a higher power that definitely is key so

1647
01:15:12,530 --> 01:15:10,470
going forward with you've got so much

1648
01:15:16,430 --> 01:15:12,540
going on you've got this awesome new

1649
01:15:21,080 --> 01:15:16,440
book and what's next for you oh my

1650
01:15:26,180 --> 01:15:21,090
goodness I am I am working on another

1651
01:15:29,150 --> 01:15:26,190
project called loves foot rule and it is

1652
01:15:31,220 --> 01:15:29,160
it's 12 tenets for living a spiritually

1653
01:15:34,730 --> 01:15:31,230
fulfilling life and I was inspired to

1654
01:15:37,790 --> 01:15:34,740
write this because of a purple

1655
01:15:41,360 --> 01:15:37,800
construction paper bookmark that some

1656
01:15:42,800 --> 01:15:41,370
child of the 1920s created and put in an

1657
01:15:46,100 --> 01:15:42,810
antique book that I bought and I

1658
01:15:48,410 --> 01:15:46,110
stumbled upon it and there are these 12

1659
01:15:50,870 --> 01:15:48,420
planets and I decided that each one of

1660
01:15:52,610 --> 01:15:50,880
those would be a chapter and I would

1661
01:15:55,430 --> 01:15:52,620
sort of like write a little essay about

1662
01:15:58,820 --> 01:15:55,440
them Wow so that's what I'm working on

1663
01:16:00,650 --> 01:15:58,830
now yeah my goodness so if somebody

1664
01:16:02,810 --> 01:16:00,660
wanted to dive into your books what do

1665
01:16:05,300 --> 01:16:02,820
you think is the most important book for

1666
01:16:07,400 --> 01:16:05,310
them to begin with I know that this new

1667
01:16:08,960 --> 01:16:07,410
book is a definitely something you got

1668
01:16:12,320 --> 01:16:08,970
to push out there but where is a good

1669
01:16:15,740 --> 01:16:12,330
stop a jumping point I guess to trying

1670
01:16:20,300 --> 01:16:15,750
to get all these things out yeah Heidi I

1671
01:16:24,530 --> 01:16:20,310
think that we live in tenuous times and

1672
01:16:27,170 --> 01:16:24,540
I think that people are dividing into

1673
01:16:28,850 --> 01:16:27,180
two factions and I think it is so

1674
01:16:30,860 --> 01:16:28,860
important that we know what we're up

1675
01:16:34,490 --> 01:16:30,870
against when it comes to evil in the

1676
01:16:36,590 --> 01:16:34,500
world I'm going to say last year's book

1677
01:16:38,420 --> 01:16:36,600
which was under spiritual siege would be

1678
01:16:40,850 --> 01:16:38,430
a great place for a lot of your

1679
01:16:44,390 --> 01:16:40,860
listeners to start in knowing how to

1680
01:16:46,300 --> 01:16:44,400
discern what's what and that is also a

1681
01:16:49,790 --> 01:16:46,310
book that gives you step-by-step

1682
01:16:51,950 --> 01:16:49,800
instruction on how to empower yourself

1683
01:16:54,890 --> 01:16:51,960
as well so everything that you need to

1684
01:16:57,770 --> 01:16:54,900
know within that book that's fascinating

1685
01:17:00,290 --> 01:16:57,780
and I'm just blown away I really did not

1686
01:17:03,890 --> 01:17:00,300
plan this I had no idea that William had

1687
01:17:06,140 --> 01:17:03,900
a hat man story to share this is I feel

1688
01:17:07,580 --> 01:17:06,150
like I've met a distant brother or

1689
01:17:18,560 --> 01:17:07,590
something it is so bizarre

1690
01:17:20,660 --> 01:17:18,570
we spoke forever earlier well I am so

1691
01:17:23,330 --> 01:17:20,670
delighted to have been invited to be on

1692
01:17:26,660 --> 01:17:23,340
your program and on your anniversary

1693
01:17:29,330 --> 01:17:26,670
edition also so thank you thank you I've

1694
01:17:32,660 --> 01:17:29,340
had such a great time and I hope that

1695
01:17:34,400 --> 01:17:32,670
collectively we have been of service to

1696
01:17:35,630 --> 01:17:34,410
a lot of people listening are you

1697
01:17:38,750 --> 01:17:35,640
kidding me this is not a coincidence

1698
01:17:42,460 --> 01:17:38,760
that it was you that was on my five year

1699
01:17:45,200 --> 01:17:42,470
anniversary show I'm like click what

1700
01:17:46,820 --> 01:17:45,210
thank you so much William for coming on

1701
01:17:50,660 --> 01:17:46,830
and I want everybody to go to your

1702
01:17:52,790 --> 01:17:50,670
website William Stillman comm and he's

1703
01:17:55,250 --> 01:17:52,800
got so many books I can't even count

1704
01:17:57,860 --> 01:17:55,260
them if then it's all relevant and it's

1705
01:17:59,930 --> 01:17:57,870
all necessary so everybody go check it

1706
01:18:02,690 --> 01:17:59,940
out and we're gonna let me come to the

1707
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:02,700
bottom of another show so remember you

1708
01:18:06,740 --> 01:18:04,530
guys could catch me here every Friday

1709
01:18:08,030 --> 01:18:06,750
8:00 p.m. central 9 p.m. Eastern you've

1710
01:18:10,250 --> 01:18:08,040
been listening to me Heidi Hollis the

1711
01:18:12,830 --> 01:18:10,260
Outlander remembering always if it's

1712
01:18:16,740 --> 01:18:12,840
weird we're here five years strong and

1713
01:18:46,570 --> 01:18:16,750
continuing good night everybody

1714
01:18:49,820 --> 01:18:46,580
[Music]

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where to go

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what burgers heats up tacos it is the

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one thing we do agree on is we all want

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